Bonded By Destiny

Chapter 10

***Tamara***

I wiped my tears with the back of my right hand desperately, kicking invisible pebbles with my sneakers. My heart felt just a tad bit heavy, enough to keep my tear ducts working.

The chilly wind that blew in the night bit and pricked my exposed skin, causing small bumps to layer up my outer body tissue. The intensity of the Alpha's utterances however outweighed the cold.

I struggled to grasp the reality of the Alpha finding my truthful explanation rather dubious. As if being doubtful wasn't sufficient, he had gone ahead and accused me of being traitorous like my parents.

If only he knew the truth and the weight of whatever had happened years back.

I traipsed along the gravel path, ignoring wholly the scraping sound my feet made, as they trailed lazily on the ground. I tried figuring out how I was able to capture his thoughts.

My mother's words had began making sense now, like she said they would.

Flash back

'Honey, do you know how much your father loved you? ' Mother suddenly asked me over dinner, smiling at me like always.

'Yes mum, how could I not, but why do you ask? '

'Always asking questions my dear. ' She pointed out.

'Anyway, a time will come, a time where a person will love you more than the love your father had for you, more than my love for you dear. ' She paused in thought, her eyes sparkling with happiness as she imagined her words.

'They will cherish and adore you my child, and in return You alone will save them . ' She whispered the last part, allowing it to sink.

'I don't understand mum. ' She put her hand on mine, caressing it softly before answering. ' All in good time my child.'

'Please mum, tell me something I can at least try to understand. ' I begged her, my lips curling downwards. I always hated it when she spoke indirectly like this.

'When you turn 25 my child, things will make sense. You will be alone but your kind heart will get you through it all. Your abilities will be like your sixth sense honey, let them guide you to the correct person' Her words scared me, where would she be and what abilities was she talking about?

'You're speaking as if you won't be here five years later. '

'Eat up my child, the food is getting cold. ' I could've sworn I saw a lone tear slip out of her left eye.

End of flash back.

I wish there was some place I could reference to concerning my abilities. Like an older witch or maybe a book about witchery and such. I honestly needed to know what was happening between the Alpha and I desperately.

The man had managed to turn me to an horny witch without even trying. I had masturbated thinking about him, then he had gone down on me in an old office at the hospital.

His presence alone swayed my thoughts to sexual ones in ways I couldn't begin to comprehend. It's like a spell had been cast upon me. I was attracted to him, there was this kind of magnetism that he had on me. Something unfathomable pulled me to him.

How could I want the Alpha knowing that he'd never feel the same for me. I knew all this was a game for him, hell he made it clear when he accused me of invading his privacy earlier.

My occupied self barely registered the occasional pack members that I passed along the path or the few ones in their wolf forms that snarled at me. The vile scornful comments went unheeded.