Avengers broken

Ch. 78 "Bossy"

                                                             Hayden POV 

I wondered around the tower in a daze my nightmares have returned, The look in my victims eyes as I took their life, their pleading words as they begged for their lives, 

The reflection of my emotionless self as I took their life even though I desperately wanted to say it's okay I'm not going to hurt you, 

Or just simply turn the other way and not do it at all, 

But I still took lives, ruined entire families, orphaned children, 

And that thought alone will forever haunt me, I thought, 

The screams the echoed in my ears as I ended their lives, I thought as I walked down the hallway,

Is it me or is it hot in here? I thought wiping the sweat away from my forehead with my arm, 

Come to think of it I've been feeling a little off since I woke up this morning, 

I shake it off and make my way to the kitchen, grabbing a water before I go for a run, Pietro bugged and bugged me to go with him even though he's got super speed, 

I leaned against the counter as I drank some of the water, the sweat returned, 

What the hell is wrong with me, I thought as I looked at the opposite wall in a daze, 

Maybe it's stress if it is I need to relax maybe go on that trip Wanda has been asking me to go on, 

"Hey," Clint said waving his hand in front of my face, 

"Huh?" I said looking at him, 

"Don't huh me, I've been calling you at least three times," He said 

"Oh sorry.." I mumbled 

He arched his brow, 

"Did you just apologize?" He said 

"Yeah, so what are you the apologizing police?" I asked 

"No it's just you never apologize unless it's something serious," He said 

I just rolled my eyes, 

He walked over to me, looking all serious, he put his hand on my forehead, 

"Just what I thought," He said 

"What?" I said pushing his hand off my forehead, 

"You've got a fever," He said 

"I don't get colds," I said 

I was about to walk out, 

"Oh I don't think so young lady, you need rest," He said grabbing my wrist lightly, 

"It's nothing I'm not sick it's probably from my session with Nat," I said 

"I don't think so," Clint said 

I was about to walk out,

"Bed, Now Hayden," He said in a stern voice, 

"Alright fine, don't need to get bossy, sheesh," I mumbled 

Clint had his hand in-between my shoulder blades, 

"I have to when you are being hard headed," He said chuckling 

I just rolled my eyes,