"The orphanage"

Betrayal.

Everyone was already home, but i just despite my running, i gets easily tired, i open the huge door and run up through the stairs and roughly opens Olivers door.

The scene in front of me, made me forget all my problems..all the pain i felt earlier...and made it worse! In front of me were Jeff laying over Oliver, they were kissing clearly on their way to do more, my heart fell, my mind was blank, Oliver looks shocked at me and push Jeff away who was looking embarrassed away"Temza oh no i-" Oliver stuttered, an anger i never felt before was pouring out "HOW COULD YOU! YOU KNEW HOW I FELT!" I yells, all those times he been 'cheering' me on, all those times he hugegd me and ASSURED me i would get Jeff was just a lie!! i am crying now...not just some few tears, Oliver looked away and bites his lips, i suddenly remember the first day, Jeff and Oliver with messy hair...oh god this isn't new "This has been going on since day 1 right?" i says with no emtion in my voice,Jeff sighs "Yeah.." he says, i feel like puking, no wonder he wasn't interessed in me..he was fucking my brother! And Oliver...he knew it all along and yet! still let me embarrass myself, still gave me false hope, while secretly----In that moment nothing else matter, it didn't matter my bestfriend had been a liar all along, it didn't matter my parents disowned me...my most trusted and beloevd brother had betrayed me, more tears was following down my cheeks i slam the door and ran into myown room where i locks the door, everything went black for me, a harsh knocking on my door were sounding "Temza i'm so sorry!! Please let me in!" My brother's voice sounded painfull, tch "FUCK THE HELL OFF! I HATE YOU! I ABSULOTLY HATE YOU" I screams, i never thought i'll feel this way towards him..but i do...i hate him "I don't EVER wanna see or hear you again" i hide under the blanket, i just want the world to disappear, my friend was lying, my parents regrets ever having me, and my brother is a betrayer, this one time i finally fall in love..he just absulotly had to fall for him too and even worse LIE about it! i thought we could tell each other everything, but clearly not! I might as well just die! The guy who was my safe place meant nothing to me anymore! memories of him telling me how he was sure Jeff would like me, memories of all the time they weirdly disappeared, memories of all my hard work appeared.

It was useless....i am useless, why did even my love fell into a disaster?! He knew Jeff didn't like me and never would......those 2 weeks...i wanna die.