Love. Break. Fix. Repeat.

BLACK & WHITE

I wish it didn't have to be the way it was

You came in unannounced

Threw paints into my black and white

And when you asked me to be yours

I didn't realize what had happened

Until I saw the ache roll down your beautiful face

Until I saw memories roll down mine

And I know this makes no sense to you

And it breaks me to say this to you

Cuz baby broken glass only makes you bleed

And "champagne problems" is not what you need

And I know that you didn't believe me

When I said I didn't love you, never did,

But you didn't say anything further

And I'm beyond thankful for that

Cuz even when I'm drowning in my love for you

I haven't forgotten that I'm broken

And no matter how much you try to fix me

You'll end up hurting too

Cuz when you'll try to fill my empty canvas

The paint will be on your fingers too.

And what hurts me the most is the truth

The truth that I know that you know

That 10 years later, living your blissful life

You'll end up thanking me for this time.

does this even make sense? i kept on writing after the 1st line...

Now i can't judge if it makes sense. If you're reading this please let me know if this makes sense. If it doesn't, i'll just remove it from here.

THANK YOU.