Love. Break. Fix. Repeat.

A lil' crush

saw you sitting there today

not my first time, no

cuz your desk's been behind mine everyday

since the starting of high school

But never looked at you with drool

Didn't wanna be like other girls , no

sleeping at your feet for a glance

that's not how I dance, no

but today, it was a different day

it was a different view

no one in the class, no one to impress i guess

I saw you sitting with your head down

Silent sobs echoing in the silent room

only if I had before known.

you probably think they'll hate you if they saw this

maybe they will, cuz that's how shallow this world is

only if you knew

that not everyone looks for the cool

only if they knew

how cool it is "to feel"

only if they left "the reel" to step out into "the real"

if only they steeped a little down their shallow

to get into the real depth of the actual world

instead of their pretentious herd.

I saw you sitting today, mask down

pretense flowing down your face

making me go into the haze

guess I finally found my cheesy phase

I saw you sitting today

I guess I found myself a lil' crush today.