I want someone who wants me. Just me. Who wants to just sit with me even when we arent talking. I hate being second choice or not good enough to be with. I'm never a pick me girl because I want you to pick me for all of me my faults and all. I'm sick of feeling like I cant be sad because it was never a breakup. So if you don't want me I need you to tell me and let me go because I cannot keep throwing myself down on the puddle so you can walk past and stay dry. It's gonna kill me to lose you but I know I deserve better. I know I deserve to be treated right. To have someone see a future with me and love me. I'm worth more then a late night booty call or gaslighting because you had a bad day and need to take it out on someone. You know you won't lose me so you use me. You push me to the very edge then reach your hand out and pull me off the cliff. I know my flaws. I know what I do wrong. But you do not get to keep looking at all of my faults and none of your own. Either pick me or let me go. I cant keep this facade up. Im not just the cool laid back girl. I'm the broken beaten down girl. You turned me into that.
So one last chance.
Choose me
Or
Let. Me. Go
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Thoughts Of A Broken Girl
PoetryWARNING this is my safe-space. Please understand I've written these over years. Im not a freshman in high-school anymore so I like to think it gets less cringe. But welcome to my mind.
