Thoughts Of A Broken Girl

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I'm a gemini and I love it. I like being a angel with some horns.

Im going to get better a little bit at a time.

Im going to become a optimist no matter how much it makes me wanna gag.

I dont have a chance in heaven or hell.

I'm not scared of death anymore, I learned if you're scared of death then you dont truly live.

My therapist says we can get past things together but I'm not so sure.

I'll admit I am scared of being judged, people saying I'm suicidal when really I could never and would never.

Im scared of not being believed.

Im scared of the little things, you know bugs and my mom.

But I'm gonna live life up and if people around me dont like it oh well.

Life is like a train theres a million chances to hop off and leave, but maybe your in it for the ride and where it takes you.

I dont know where I started or where this is going so I'm going to end it abruptly.