Im so confused.
I loved you but it wouldn't have worked and you had so much that I hated about you.
You treated me as good as I could've asked really.
I miss sleeping with you.
I miss being held.
I miss you calling me you're girl.
I don't miss your lies.
I don't miss your constant need to change me.
I don't miss your big ass mouth.
But at the end of the day I'm confused.
I can't tell if I miss my bestfriend or my boyfriend.
I just miss how we were.
I wish I could go back in time and do things differently.
I do love you but I couldn't be with you.
I couldn't love you the way you wanted me to.
Im sorry but it is what it is right?
I just really fuckin miss you sometimes.
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Thoughts Of A Broken Girl
PoetryWARNING this is my safe-space. Please understand I've written these over years. Im not a freshman in high-school anymore so I like to think it gets less cringe. But welcome to my mind.
