It's weird, I don't cry when I think of you.
I used to sob, smile at times but cry at night when the thoughts sunk in.
Now I see things and smile and think, I hope **** is okay.
I love you but saying goodbye showed me how much I hurt because of you.
It's a relief to not worry about if you're mad or forget about me.
It's been about a month.
I'm not going to lie I'm worried there will be a time where I feel like I want to cry for days again.
I just hope you realize what you lost.
I was the right girl for you.
I was what you needed but you didn't care or didn't see it.
Either way, I'm going to grow and enjoy the feeling of being on my own.
I'm going to enjoy breathing better with out your gaslighting.
So give me time, I'll have ups and downs
But I will get though this and be the better version of myself.
Can you say the same? I hope so.
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Thoughts Of A Broken Girl
الشعرWARNING this is my safe-space. Please understand I've written these over years. Im not a freshman in high-school anymore so I like to think it gets less cringe. But welcome to my mind.
