I cant help it anymore
Im done trying to be better
Because better feels like shit.
Im done doing this binge shit.
I'm going back to what made me happy
Im sorry I couldn't do it.
Let me kill myself slowly.
Let me do it slowly so I can give a chance to finally making a real change.
I love everyone in my life but myself.
I'll take care of everyone but myself.
Just let me do this one thing for myself
Even if it hurts me in the end
Even if it hurts you to watch.
Im sorry.
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Thoughts Of A Broken Girl
PoetryWARNING this is my safe-space. Please understand I've written these over years. Im not a freshman in high-school anymore so I like to think it gets less cringe. But welcome to my mind.