It's weird to not feel like I would die for you anymore.
It's like what I wanted all along is here but its not what I expected
I expected to feel free and happy without loving you
But I feel used and stupid now.
Its like when you get injured and it doesn't hurt as bad at first because your adrenaline is pumping through your veins.
I feel all the pain now.
But the sadness has turned to resentment.
You wanted my body and not me
And I see that now and I feel appalled I allowed you to have me.
I gave you everything to have you love me
But now I see you loved my body and my attention not me.
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Thoughts Of A Broken Girl
ПоэзияWARNING this is my safe-space. Please understand I've written these over years. Im not a freshman in high-school anymore so I like to think it gets less cringe. But welcome to my mind.
