Reveal || Seulrene✔️

°Lonely°

Seulgi's POV:

Message: You wanted to play this game? Alright. But prepare to handle with the consequences.

Her breath got heavy. She felt how her chest went up and down while she started to freak out. She wasn't ready for this. Not now. Not today. Not before they disbanded.

She couldn't control her breath anymore. Silent sobs escaped her mouth while she placed her hands on each side of her head.
She couldn't endure the thought of the hate comments that would pop up after she opened instagram. She couldn't think about the fact that the people would assult Irene. To hear that she was a slut. To see her crying because of them.

Irene was her's. Only her's. Nobody would dare to insult her. She would kill them. But on the other hand she was too shy, too introverted, too unsure.

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The day ended. Neither the five members nor SM Entertainment did further steps. They started a war. With their own Entertainment. Seulgi was sure they already lost. Wendy still had the hope. Irene... Irene wasn't sure. She always told her girlfriend that everything would be fine, but the bear couldn't really believe her.

They spilled almost all the secrets and scandals about their own company. It was a crime.

The fact that Taeyeon texted them and listed everything they have done wrong plus the fact that they lied. They apologized, but Tae didn't answered back. Everybody was against them now. But who could blame them?

She was lying on the bed, Irene on top of her. The petite girl caressed her cheek with an worried expression. „Don't think so much about what others say."

She continued to draw small circles with her thumbs and kissed Seulgi's other cheek. „Always remember that I am by your side."

Seulgi wrapped her arm around the latters waist and pulled her even closer. „I know Joohyun."

Irene started to kiss Seulgi gently, but a abrupt noise, coming from the door stopped them.

„Seul? Can we maybe talk?" Wendy stood in them frame and looked at them, obviously irritated and embarrassed since she interrupted her privated moment.

With a small glance to Irene, Seulgi nodded. Her girlfriend removed from her and scanned her twice as Seulgi stood up and left the room.

She followed Wendy to her own room and closed the door behind her. Two curious eyes fixed the blond haired girl.

„So what's up?", Seulgi laughed and placed herself onto her best friend's bed.

„You neglected me."

Wendy's POV:

„Huh?" Seulgi looked at her, totally confused. She took a deep breath and closed her eyes, just to open them again with a meaningful gaze.

"Since you started to date Joohyun unnie, you neglected our friendship. We always were besties. And now you start to spend the whole day with her." Wendy sighed and looked down.

She could hear Seulgi exhale. "But we spend time too. I still tell you everything." She looked at Wendy with innocent eyes.

"When have you told me something? Since you confessed to her, I haven't heard any concern of you. But that's not the point. I want to spend time with you, laugh with you or even cry with you."

"But she is my girlfriend Wendy!"

"And I am your best friend. Do I mean nothing to you?!"

She gradually raised her voice, although she didn't have the intention too. She was angry. Or maybe disappointed. And now everything came together.

Seulgi sighed.

"What do you want? That I tell her that you wanna spend more time with me?"

"No. But instead of being the ENTIRE day with her, could you maybe move yourself up to my room to chat a bit. It isn't like you can't breath without Joohyun." Wendy placed a soft smile on her lips.

But it fainted as she saw Seulgi's reaction. Now it escalated. Not to her favour.

"Why do you come up with this now?! Don't you see that I have other problems right now?!" Seulgi now angrily looked at her and stood up.

"So you think I should just shut up and keep my thoughts to myself? I feel lonely!", Wendy replied with the same tone in her voice.

"You are jealous, right?", Seulgi suddenly stated. Wendy's eyes widened. Did Seulgi totally become crazy?!

"Are you kidding? I just thought that I could tell you my concerns and worries, but apparently you don't WANT TO!" A tear ran down her face. She felt lonely, so fricking lonely. Like she didn't even know her best friend anymore.

Seulgi's eyes widened too as she saw her tears and approached her slowly.

"I'm sorry."

"GO! NOW!", Wendy yelled. She just wanted to be alone, needed to be alone. She had to calm down.

Seulgi's POV:

After her encounter with Wendy, she immediately hurried to her room. Of course Irene noticed her teary eyes, but she said that she wanted to be alone.

"What has Wendy done?!", Irene asked worried.

Seulgi slightly shook her head and went to her bed. "Nothing."

Irene left the room after she placed a soft kiss on Seulgi's forehead, to her surprise. But she was glad that the latter has left.

Slowly, she feel asleep, feeling horrible. She has lost.

The trust of her friends.

The security of being in the Entertainment.

The privacy.

Her best friend.

And maybe someday her lover.