John Kramer imagines (book 2)

finding out about jigsaw

I had known John for just over two years, we had always been good friends, but I knew he was keeping a secret from me, he had been so open with me about everything, but I knew there was something weird going on, he wouldn't tell me anything about his work, what he did and how he got his money. I moved in with John a few months back after I had some issues with rent, but John had provided for us both and he never asked me for a penny. I was going downstairs, drinking my smoothie when John hid some papers under a file and he turned to me. "Hey, darling. Good morning." He smiled, as I just pretend I didn't see anything. "Morning, Kramer." I sit down on the couch, turning the TV on as he typed away on his laptop, he was constantly working, even when he was home with me. I lean into his shoulder, as he wrapped his arm around me, as I cuddle up to him, we cuddled a lot, even if we were friends, he liked having me close to him. I look up at him, as he was busy working, "You look tired, have you slept?" I knew he skipped out on sleep sometimes. "I got a few hours earlier. I'm fine." He stopped, looking at me as I sighed. "I know, John. I just get worried. You know how I am." I kiss his cheek, before I stand up and I went into the kitchen, I lean against the wall, as I thought about how I would tell him that I fell for him, so hard that I wasn't sure it was possible. "Y/n, we need to talk. Can you come here?" My heart dropped. This couldn't be good.

I went back into the lounge area, as I sit back on the couch. "What's going on?" I was nervous already, but I had to be sure. "You know I've been busy working recently, I've been very stressed and just difficult.. but it's because I found out recently my wife has been sleeping with someone she knows in work." He admitted, my eyes widen, I didn't really know what to say. "Oh my- I'm so sorry." I frown, as I take his hand in mine, John's marriage had been strained for a while now, but I didn't expect that. "She wanted to meet for a drink tonight.. so, she's coming over. And I'm going to tell her I know the truth." He looked over at me, "And I'm going to tell her that I'm sleeping with you." I almost choked when he said that, "I'm sorry.. what?" I couldn't believe my ears, he wanted to sleep with me?! "John, we've never- I mean.. we've always been friends.." I was so surprised. "Friends can become more, y/n. And I've always had feelings for you. You're absolutely beautiful and I trust you the most." I felt relieved knowing he felt the same way I did, I could finally tell him how I had been feeling all this time. "I've been in love with you for a year, John." I told him, "Really?" He smiled, as he put the laptop down, he grabbed my face and kissed me deeply, I pull myself close to him, as I straddle his lap and he held me tightly in his arms. "I love you too." He whispered, as he smiled. "You're so beautiful, baby." I smile, kissing his head as I lean against his shoulder, I felt relieved and happy now this was out there.

That evening, Jill had came over to the house, I was just watching the TV, she was definitely bothered that I was there. "Listen, honey.. can't you just leave us to have adult time?" She was so patronising, it made my brain hurt. "Don't flatter yourself, sweetheart." I roll my eyes, as John came back into the room, sitting beside her. I could already see this going down in flames, she had no idea I'd been making out with her husband hours before and he had made me cum multiple times with his fingers. "Why don't you cut this shitty act and tell me who he is?" John looked at her, she seemed confused. "What are you talking about?" She went to grab his hands, when he stood up. "I know you're fucking Colin, Jill. He fucking told me. Six months, six damn months. I had cancer and you were sleeping with him the whole time? Well, news for you.. I've been sleeping with y/n. And we fucked earlier today. On that couch. Are you happy now?" He snapped. She looked absolutely mortified. "So, we're even now?" She frowned, as she also stood. "Why her, John? Of all people.. why her?!" She went to slap me, when John stood in front of me, "You don't touch her. You leave my house and I will be sending you divorce papers. Our marriage is over, I love her and you can't do a thing to stop me." He snapped, John's anger did scare me, but he was so sexy the way he protected me, but I knew he would die for me if he had to. Jill stood, before huffing to herself and leaving, she slammed the door as it went silent. "Shit." I was a bit speechless, but at least it was done. For now.

"Are you okay?" I asked him, as he turned and nodded. "I'll be fine, I just need a moment." He went out into the kitchen, as I felt awkward, I stand up and I go upstairs, sitting on the bed as I wasn't sure if I should be here. John came upstairs, when he saw me on his bed, he looked pissed. "What are you doing?" He asked, "I'm just-" he cuts me off, "You shouldn't be in here." I frown, as I just nodded. "I- forget it." I stand up, before he grabbed my arm, pulling me back, "You're not leaving, are you?" I watch his eyes, "No." he lets go of my arm, as I glare at him, before I grab my keys and I leave the house, before he can stop me, I run into the woods and I kept going until I came across this old warehouse, he hadn't followed me, but I felt like I'd been here before. I find a way inside, I walk down a dark corridor and I find what looked like a boxed in room, there was wires and cables everywhere. I see a screen with many different traps, people in every one, screaming and crying. "What the fuck?" I whisper, I heard footsteps, so I quickly hide behind a wall, I could hear someone walking around. "Broken fucking record.." John's voice. Why was he here? "Hello. I'd like to play a game." My eyes widened, as I stayed silent, trying not to breathe. John was Jigsaw. How didn't I know this? He'd been doing this for years, this was his work. I should of known. My foot slips and I make a noise, as he whipped around and looked straight at me. "Ah, shit." I didn't know what to think, the man I loved was a killer.

I had two exits, I had to move fast or this could get ugly, fast. "Take a seat, darling." He seemed so calm, it freaked me out even more. He pulled a chair up beside him, as I slowly sat down, I was shaking, I felt sick to my stomach. "I'm about to show you a part of me that will change everything you know. But it's so important that you listen. Look at me." He grabbed my hands, as I look at his eyes, I didn't even know who he was. "You kept this from me for years. Years, John. How do I know you won't hurt me?" I was on the verge of tears, "Baby girl, I love you. And that is something I take seriously. You have my heart, you have a part of me that I struggle to give to anyone. I don't open up to people. Ever. But you, god.. you make me weak." He pulled me closer, but I didn't want to believe it. "Go to hell, Kramer." I stand up, when he grabs me, pulling me down to the ground and holding me down by my neck, he was a damn lot stronger than he looked. "Holy- fuck." I choked out, as he leaned over me, he chuckled. "I love seeing how desperate you are for me." He whispered. "What do you want from me?" I watch him, as he gently let go, he held my hands against the ground, as he smirked. "I have everything I want from you. Your love. That's all I need and I have that." I did love John, but he scared me to death. "Please let me go." I sobbed, his eyes soften as he frowned. "Why are you crying, sweetheart?" He wiped my tears, as he sat me up softly, he pulled me into his arms, but I didn't know how to think anymore. I look up at him, as he sighed. "I'm serious, y/n. I do love you." He whispered, he kissed my shoulder.

"I know, John. I know."