Donnie x Reader

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Donnie was not much for emotions, not that he didn't have any but it was hard to open up to people. He didn't feel like talking, even now when he has all these nightmares again with shredder almost ripping his shell open again...good thing Raph was there. Y/n was his best friend, much like him they didn't open much up either. They seemed to keep most of there emotions in check, but from they hear from their twin they are a crybaby....which makes no sense to Donnie since they tend to be a hardass. But anyway Y/n was good at not bugging Donnie about his emotions, and Donnie liked that....

Later in the night, he could feel the cold hard metal....sharp and cold and painful. It had warm liquid coming down it and Donnie quickly realized that it was blood...his blood and it was pouring out of his shell, he could feel the pain filled scream he was yelling as he could feel flesh rip open and cut on his shell and he couldn't help but cry. He cried for everyone, even his papa. But no one came this time...never this time. Then he screamed again but this time, "Y/N!!!!" He woke up with a shout, sitting up quickly he felt his back best he could. Feeling that he was fine, he breathed out as tears fell down his face and he held his face in his hands, "Y/N....." He whispered. "What is it Softshell." He jumped up and looked over quickly, seeing Y/N on the chair and looking at Donnie from his place on the top part of his bed. "Y/N..? How? When?" He couldn't think right, when did they get in his room. "The slider told me that he was worried about you, so he asked me if I couldn't come in and check on you in the night. So I watched over you, You talk a lot in your sleep." They had their arms crossed the whole time, almost like they are annoyed. "Leo? He asked you?" They nod. "You have been waking up the whole lair with your screaming, and knowing you they knew you wouldn't go to any of them for help so they picked me." They looked at him knowingly, they deadpanned both in speak and in expression much like himself but right now it made him wanna cry. "And are you annoyed with having to check on me?" He asked with a sort of quiet rage. "No, I have no idea why you would think that." Donnie quickly looked at them. "Well you sound so into what is happening I had no idea." He scoffed at them. 

They just blink, "Of course I am interested on what is going on." They looked at him like it was the most obvious thing in the world. "Well don't be cause I don't wanna talk about it!" He turned over and covered himself with a blanket. He wanted to cry, "I think you do wanna talk about it but your being so stubborn." Now that was annoyance. He knew it anywhere. "Well excuse me if I feel like talking or not! But I don't wanna talk to an asshole right now!" He yelled but never turned around. "Then why did you cry for me in your sleep?" He stopped breathing, it was caught up in his throat, He blushed so brightly his thought he would be dizzy. "I did not, your just hearing shit." He could hear the sound of a chair creaking like someone was leaving said chair. He suddenly felt warmth covering his as a hand appeared near his face, he quickly looked up to see Y/N hovering over him with a calm expression. "Then why did you whisper for me after you woke up, you know I have good hearing." They said calmly. "Look I know you don't like to talk about your feelings or show weakness, but if your hurting or are crying alone in your room, it's gonna bother me." Donnie blushed, he never really heard them say things like that before. He teared up as well. "I never said anything cause I wanted you to tell me on your own, but I guess your being really stubborn this time." He really started to cry this time and he couldn't hide the tears from them. "I'm....scared...Y/N...I'm so scared...I-I." Y/N wiped his tears with their finger waiting for him to finish. "I dream about my shell...being ripped open and so much blood and I hate that am scared. I don't wanna be a burden on anyone or be weak. I wanna take care of myself without anyone think am a baby fawn." He cried now, full on sobbing. Y/N let him cry it out with saying anything, they bent down and gave him a hug best they could with the small space. They held his head, "I'm sorry..!" He sobbed. "Don't ever be sorry for feeling Donnie. Don't ever be sorry, you hear me?" Donnie never thought Y/N would call him Donnie, Donnie slightly blushed at it already liking it. He nods. "It's alright to be scared, its okay to cry your heart out when you can't hold it in any longer. I don't think your weak and no one else does either, they are your family and they worry about your well being. Its only natural after all right?" Donnie nods. "Even your friends, I worry about you too and am not annoyed. Don't ever think am annoyed by you or your well being cause then I really will get annoyed." They deapanned the last part. Donnie couldn't help but chuckle at that. "I won't let anything ever happen to you okay? If you need to me to be around even when you sleep, I'll stay up all night and watch you." They smiled but Donnie yelled back. "No! You need to sleep Y/N! What the hell!" He yelled and Y/N laughed, like actually laughed oh god Donnie calm down! Why are they so damn cute! "I don't need sleep, me and T/N (Twins name) don't need to sleep. At least not as much as you guys." They laughed. "I don't mind really I don't." Donnie blushed. "Why are you blushing?" "Well it just not something people like really. I talk in my sleep." "I know Donnie." There it is again. "I use to spend the night a lot here. Even when we were younger you would talk. It was quite cute really." Donnie stuttered that time and tried to get away but Y/N was currently pinning him to the bed in a way and the bed was too damn small! "I am not!" "Whatever you say softshell." He pouted, he really liked it when they called him by his name. "Why are you pouting now, softshell?" Donnie looked away. "Don't call me softshell.." "What's wrong with softshell?" Donnie didn't looked at them. "That's what you call everyone when your not close with them, the only ones you call by name are your brother and sister. Well and of course your twin. You even call April Human...." Y/N blink. "So would you rather I call you Donnie?" "Yes!!" He covered his mouth, "Heheh my my my how cute are you being right now?" They ghosted over his ear, "I am not cute and why are you acting like this!" Donnie groaned loudly. "I'll call you Donnie, but I think I do prefer my softshell." Donnie blushed and tried again to get away but Y/N pinned them to the bed this time Donnie was now facing them.

He was blushing and trying to cover his face but Y/N held his hands over his head. "Don't do that I wanna see your face, you don't usually make faces like these in front of other people. I like being the only one opening you up." Donnie turned his head since he could cover his face. "Your the only one I'll ever open up to like this anyway dum dum." He said frowning like he was angry. "Good, my little sunflower." They said. "Donnie." He looked up. "What?" "Don't ever be sorry, don't be scared to come to me or think your a burden on people. We all love you...I love you." Donnie gasped, did he hear right. "You mean?" He teared up. Y/N grabbed his hand and place it over their heart and he could feel their heart beating loudly against their rib cage. "You drive me crazy you know." They smiled, Donnie blushed tearing up again. "Your such a crybaby." Y/N leaned down and kissed his lips, it was gentle while holding so much meaning. Donnie made a noise and Y/N ghosted over his lips a hush, going right back in. What seemed like forever they let go of his hands and Donnie covered his arm over their neck in a hug to deepen the kiss. "Y/N...." He whispered. 

Y/N stopped looking at him. "What?" Donnie smiled back shyly. "I love you too...and thank you." Y/N's eyes widened, They blushed a deep crisom color and frowned their brow covering their mouth. Donnie stopped blink at the sight in front of him, "You idiot....." Donnie laughed. "What's so damn funny Donnie." They growled. "I say I love you and your confident persona just leaves your body! I'm starting to think you really are a crybaby like T/N said hahah!" Y/N shouted. "I am not! They lie!" "I don't think so!" Y/N tries to leave the bed now and Donnie grabs their hand and lays them down. "Please stay." They growl but kiss them on the lips anyway. "Fine, whatever." They pulled the blanket up and covered Donnie the most. "Don't need you catching a cold. After all they say moron get sick more." They deadpanned. "Aww how sweet Y/N, thanks." He giggled. Y/N blushed. "Thank you Y/N really." He smiled at them. Y/N gave a small smile back. "Your welcome Donnie." Donnie kissed them. "I love you." The huff out a laugh. "Love you too...my softshell." Donnie couldn't help but roll his eyes but he smiled knowing he would have no more nightmares.


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I don't think I wanna read this for my channel xD well hope you like. All characters are aged up again so yeah my adult au if you get confused with the whole shredder thing. Enjoy.

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