Is This Love? - Jess Mariano x Reader

Chapter Twenty- Eight: Is this It?

Welcome back everyone!
I'm back! Lol
Now this is an emotional chapter. I slightly cried while writing it.
I think the song it's the most emotional part of the chapter. The chapter it's self it's exactly the emotional part. 😂
I recommend listening to the song 'All I want- by Kodaline' up above.

Y/N's Pov

I was walking home from school when I heard my name being called.
"Y/N!" I recognized the voice. Marty.
I turned around, and saw Marty.
"Hey," I said.
"Hey," He smiled.
"How are you?" I asked as we started walking.
"I'm doing good, And you?" He asked.
"Good," I smiled.
He grabbed my arm, and pushed his lips against mine. My eyes widened, and quickly pushed him back.
"What the hell?" I asked.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to," He said.
"You didn't mean to!?" I asked.
I quickly ran away, and back home
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I walked into the apartment and heard ruffling coming from the bedroom. I had a confused look on my face, and I walked to the bedroom. I knocked on the closed door.
"Jess?" I asked.
"What?" He asked in an angry tone.
"Can I come in?" I asked softly.
I didn't hear anything, until I saw the door fly open.
"What's your problem?" I asked.
I walked into the room, and saw Jess's duffle bag halfway packed.
"What?" I asked him.
"I'm leaving," He said.
"Jess," I said.
"No! No Y/N! You don't get to decide what I do! This is my life!" He yelled.
"Well I'm sorry for caring about you," I said.
"What's his name? Huh?" He asked.
"What?" I asked.
"That guy? Who cheated on you?" He asked.
"Are you even hearing yourself?" I asked.
"Oh shut up," Jess said, starting to pack his bag again.
"What's wrong with you?" I asked.
"What's wrong with me?" He asked.
"Did I stutter?" I asked him.
He looked up at me.
"My problem is you," He said.
"What?" I asked, and I knew he could hear the hurt in my voice.
"You're an ass Y/N! You can't just play with my feelings like that!" He yelled.
"I didn't do anything!" I yelled.
"You think you can just sleep around with everyone?!" He yelled, and asked.
"I don't know what you're talking about!" I cried.
"Don't be an idiot," He said.
"I'm not," I crossed my arms.
"You are though!" He yelled coming closer to me.
"What did I do?!" I yelled back to Jess.
"Admit that you kissed him, and I won't be mad," He said, but I still saw the anger in his eyes.
I wiped the tears from my cheek.
"I did not kiss him. He kissed me, and I pushed him away," I said.
"Please.." I whispered.
"He kissed you.. that means something.." Jess whispered.
I shook my head.
"It doesn't," I said.
"It does," He nodded.
He walked over to his bag, and zipped it up. I felt tears rolling down my face. I wiped them, and Jess looked up at me.
He walked over to me, and he brushed the hair out of my face. I couldn't help the whimpers coming from my mouth.
"Shh, shh.." Jess whispered, brushing his hand along my arms.
"I can't do this without you," I cried.
"Hey, hey," Jess said, lowering his body wrapping his arms around me.
I wrapped my arms tightly around his neck.
I cried more.
"Please don't leave me. I can't do this without you," I cried.
"You can," He whispered.
"I can't," I said.
"You don't need me," Jess told me.
I nodded my head.
"Yeah. I do," I cried.
He slowly pulled away from the hug, and wiped my tears with his thumb.
"Please don't cry.." He whispered.
"You don't have to leave," I said.
"I have to," He said.
"Please.." I whisper.
I shook my head.
"It didn't mean anything. He doesn't mean anything to me. I love you. I will always love you," I told him.
"I don't wanna be a burden," Jess said.
"You're not," I said, coming closer to him.
He looked over to the side.
"Just come to bed with me. We'll work this out tomorrow," I nodded.
"Okay," He nodded.
I went to my closet and changed into some comfortable clothes. I walked over to the bed and laid down. Jess laid down next to me. He wrapped his arm around my stomach, resting his head in the crook of my neck.
"Jess?" I asked.
"Yeah?" He whispered.
"Promise me. Promise me right now that you're not gonna leave," I said.
"I promise," He said kissing my neck.
I ran my fingers through the back of his hair.
"I love you," He whispered.
"I love you too," I smiled.
I closed my eyes, and buried my head into Jess's chest. He wasn't gonna leave me. I knew that for sure. I mean I sure hope not.
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I opened my eyes, and felt myself still against Jess's chest. His arms were tightly wrapped around me, and I smiled. I felt him running his fingers down the back of my hair.
"Good morning.." I mumbled.
"Morning," He whispered.
He kissed the top of my head, and I sat up.
I rubbed my eyes, and I turned around looking at Jess. He was leaning against the headboard, smirking at me.
"What?" I smiled.
He shook his head.
"You're just too beautiful," He kept his smirk on his face.
I smiled. I layed back, my head against his chest. I wrapped my arm over his chest, and listened to his heartbeat. His fingers slowly danced around my back.
"Can we just.." Jess started. "Forgot that last night happened?" He asked.
"Yeah. I'd like that," I told him.
"Good," He said.
"I didn't mean what I said last night. At all. I was just upset.. and I shouldn't have took it out on you. I'm sorry," He said.
"Upset? What about?" I asked.
He shrugged.
"That he kissed you. I was just jealous I guess," He said.
I nodded.
"It's all good," I smiled.

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