Backstage (h.s)

5. Harry?

Esme

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Your path was running easy whеn the feeling was strong

Who do you choose to be whеn the feeling is gone?

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I wake up to the sound of Ember moaning and I know it's probably time to leave, I'll text her later and I should probably get to the studio anyways, I look down at my outfit as I get in my car and I should probably change into something more comfortable, that means I have to go back to Patricks house, let's pray he's not there

I turn on my car and I drive to Patricks house it's about ten minutes away from Embers place, I pull in the cobble stone driveway of his house and I see his luxury rolls Royce in the driveway and I sigh to myself, maybe if I can sneak into the bedroom and move fast he won't notice me, I'm lying to myself but whatever

I open the door to the house as quiet as I can, I make my way up the stairs trying not to make a sound and I get to the end of the hallway, our room, I open the door and I don't shut it just in case he's in here but I don't see anyone laying on the bed, I look around to see the plants I put up hanging around our room, they give me comfort, our room is painted white and our bed spread is white as well, it's pure looking

I walk to the dresser full my clothes and I pull out black sweatpants and a white t-shirt, I remember a couple months ago when I asked Patrick if I could wear his shirt he said no because I have my own clothes, I haven't asked him since but I thought it was cute when I asked him he shut it down though

I hear the door close behind me and I flinch, I don't turn to face him but I feel his presence in the room, I feel my stomach drop as I hear the floor boards creak behind me, "where were you?" I hear his cold voice and I shiver, "embers like I said, we watched a movie and I fell asleep" I mumble feeling low, I feel arms wrap around me and I flinch, he's hugging me?

"I missed you babe" he smirks and I turn around slowly, he holds my forearms and I smile, "missed you too babe" I say lightly and he kisses me, there's not a very big spark but there's a little one I guess, he kisses me sloppily getting his spit all over me and I try to pull away but he doesn't stop like usual

he never stops when I try to stop him or say no, thats just him though he loves me so it makes sense, "what are we going to do today?" he asks and pulls away, I wipe my lips and I look at him, "I have to go into the studio today" I shrug and he groans, "how many times have I told you, you don't need a job, I can take care of you" he groans and I shake my head, "I know you can but I love my job" I say and I see him change in his eyes, he looks at me with disgust and I look down

"don't disrespect me, you know what will happen" he steps forward his personality changing and I nod, "I won't I'm sorry" I flinch as he steps towards me and I squeeze my eyes shut waiting for something to happen, Esme your okay it's just the way he is, he loves you and you love him