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Harry

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Harry

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And I'd sing a song, that'd be just ours

But I sang 'em all to another heart

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Yesterday I wrote the song and we decided to call it watermelon sugar, Niall and Liam came up with the name, they told me the lyrics reminded them of hanging out with family and friends, and having a barbecue and spending time with the people you love 

sure thats what its about, after that we all went out to eat, Patrick of course tagged along but Matthew didn't, he said he had something to take care of 

Zayn found this Italian place, Geno's we all sat down and had good conversation about everything and anything, Esme was sat right next to Patrick and I was straight across from her, I had to look at him touch her arm and glide his slimy hands up her forearm in a sweet manner, esme just looked uncomfortable the whole time but she wasn't stopping it 

she couldn't, they had to of scared her straight, there was no way that she would go along this easy, I tried to have fun and I could tell she did too but we just couldn't, we were both thinking of how we were gonna fix this 

when all went back to the hotel after dinner and since it was pretty late and the rest of them were tipsy we went to our rooms to sleep, I saw esme follow Patrick and he closed their door behind him, I didn't see her for the rest of the night 

I got a little bit of sleep but it was better than nothing which was what I got most these last few nights, I woke up early and had some breakfast brought up to me, it consisted of your easy bacon and eggs with buttered toast, it brought me back to esme and I's first morning after the swing 

she was so cuddly and sweet that Morning just wanting to be with me and I wanted it too, I just wasn't aware of it yet but I went with it because she felt right, I would do anything to go back 

I packed up all my stuff getting ready to leave Nashville, putting all my clothes and necessities away, I leave my hotel room at around 5 in the morning and I wait for everyone in the lobby, slowly the group starts to come down few by few, first was Ember and Lou they came down and they both looked very very tired and that meant one thing 

they both said good morning, ember's eyes staying on mine a bit longer than usual and I see the slight glint of guilt in her eyes, deep down I know she felt sorry for me for what I'm having to go through but she should feel worse for es, she has it worse 

a couple minutes later I see the elevator open and I see Zayn, Liam, and Niall trudge out of it, Niall slumps down next to me and he lays his head on my shoulder, "you tired ni?" I ask him and he nods, "just a little bit didn't get much sleep, my room is next to embers" he groans and I see ember smirk 

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