Backstage (h.s)

17. Is that for laying down?

Esme

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She's a sunrise dressed like dusk

He's a moth drawn to a flame

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I called Harry this morning just like he told me too last night he invited me over and I felt happy he did I like to spend time with him, he makes me light up

when I woke up I saw the familiar ceiling of Ember's bedroom, I sit up because this is not were I agreed to sleep Ember and I got into a disagreement and she wanted me to sleep in her bed but I refused I don't need a bed, I could of slept on the couch no problem

I walked slowly out of her room and yelled her while she was laying on the couch with Louis which made me feel even more shitty, I've been laying down on the couch for about an hour watching tv with Ember while Louis sleeps in his bed I told him to because he didn't look like he got any sleep at all which made my stomach sink

Ember turned on Criminal minds which made me feel better and I could see her start to drift asleep again and I let her, I stayed on the couch while the episodes played until about twelve-fifteen and I walked into Ember's room seeing Louis under the covers still asleep, I walked into her closet and I look through the back of her closet where I keep some of my clothes just in case I need them since I'm over here all the time

I come across a baby blue romper with little white flowers on it and I pull it out, I walk to the bathroom to change and I put it on carefully trying not to mess with my bandages or my wraps on my ribs so they can heal, I tie my hair back in a low bun and I put on white tennis shoes, those were a pain to get on since I can't really bend down much

I walk back into the living room and I see Ember still sleeping and I grab my phone from the coffee table I see it's twelve-thirty-seven and I kiss Ember's head, "love you babe" I whisper but she doesn't say anything, I close the door quietly and I order an Uber since well I can't drive and my car is still at he who shall not be named's house

the uber takes about ten minutes to get to the apartment complex but I wait outside in the warm sun, it pulls up and I notice it's a white suv, I slide in the backseat slowly and I greet the man driving me

he greets me back and it only takes about fifteen minutes to get to his huge fucking mansion he calls home, I get it he's like famous of whatever but Jeez, I see the modern house and the outside is colored white

the uber driver drops me off and I walk to the door, I ring the door bell and I hear the roar of a dog and I smile, I never had a dog growing up my lovely mother said they were nasty muts that weren't supposed to be in a home, I see the door open and I look down to the huge dog in front of me, it's probably about the size of me and it comes towards me, I smile looking down at it and it licks my hand, I rub it's back and I see Harry's eyes meet mine I look back down to the dog when it rubs against my leg again

"and who are you mister?" I say with a higher pitched voice and he sticks his tongue out which causes me to laugh slightly, "that would be Ripley the king of the house" I hear Harry's voice and I look up at him, he opens the door wider and he looks at me, "come in" he speaks and I walk in and I feel the dog behind me pushing me into the house

I look around at his house and I take in the decor, I see the dark painted walls and plants all around and it gives me and nice feeling for his aesthetic and I really like it, I see him sit on the couch in front of us and I notice a huge ass black swing and ripely jumps on it and it starts to swing, "is that for laying on?" I ask him and he smirks, "what else would it be for love?" he says and I look down, "nothing" I smile, I sit next to him on the white couch and he turns on the tv, Criminal Minds comes on and he smirks, "do you like this show?" he asks and I nod, "a lot actually" I smile and he nods

"how's your ribs feeling" he asks and I shrug, "there sore definitely and it was a pain to get on my shoes" I smirk and he laughs, he scoots closer to me and I don't move away, he feels nice

"when's your birthday?" he asks me and I smile, "September 2" I say and he nods I'm a virgo I tend to be into astrology since Ember is into so much, she tells me everything about people just based on their sun, moon, and rising sign. "February 1st" he says and I nod, Aquarius. "so your an arrogant son of a bitch" I shrug and his head whips towards me, "excuse me" he laughs and I smile, "thats the Aquarius type, egotistical and arrogant" I say and he shakes his head

"you love me" he jokes and I look at him and roll my eyes, "you just proved my point love" I say and he leans closer to me, "just say you do love" he smirks and I look into his eyes, "you wish I would, wouldn't you?" I play back and he looks me up and down

"have you thought about tour yet?" he asks me and I shrug, I want to say yes and I will most likely will say yes but I don't wanna tell him that yet his ego's too big already, "I've thought about it but I just don't know Harry I mean it's a lot" I say trying not to crack and smile. he looks at me and he sighs, "but we could spend so much time together" he pouts and leans towards me, I run my fingers through his hair playfully and I smirk

"I will think about it more, what day do you guys leave?" I ask him and he looks up thinking, "I'm pretty sure July 30th" he says and I look at the date it's only the 15th of July. I nod and he looks back towards the tv, I see his figure change. "have you talked to him?" he says referring to Patrick, I shake my head and he nods

"don't know what I'll do though, my car is at his house along with all of my things" I shrug and he looks toward me, "we will get it back before tour don't worry love, I can have the guys grab everything for you" he says and I tilt my head, "they don't need to" I shrug and he rests his hand on my thigh

thats new, I don't hate it, It feels nice actually, "I'm sure they would rather want them to be there than you goldie" he says and I nod, "thats true" I shrug and he turns back towards the tv keeping his hand on my thigh

I lean onto his shoulder and I see a smile spread across his lips, and I find one creep up on mine as well, he feels warm or different than Patrick

he feels like a daydream

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