49. Victoria?

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Esme

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Esme

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We will act immediately on the more troubling aspects of this report

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We got to Harrys house at around 3:30 and we had to leave in an hour since the arena was pretty far away, Matthew told harry that Patrick had to stay with us in his house but Harry told him to go fuck himself because he pays for the place 

this allows me to stay by myself for two nights without Patricks haunting self always aware of me and where I'm at and what I'm doing, I won't have a shadow behind me and it makes me feel a lot better like I can breathe again 

this house felt bright, like something I would decorate it had yellow decor and the windows were huge and bright letting the hot sun in, the walls were painted white and had accent walls painted a light yellow as well 

Harry brought me to my room, I thought it would be better for us to have separate rooms, of course I want to sleep with him but I don't want to be in trouble anymore, I don't want to feel like I'm constantly doing something wrong just like I always do 

the room was a pretty good size, it had a queen size bed and the room was decorated with light yellow and baby blue decor, it reminded me of summer and being outside tanning by the pool 

I put my suitcase in the corner and I fell onto the bed sleeping until I heard harry tap me and I woke up to him brushing the hair out of my face, "its time to go goldie" he whispered and I nodded, I felt him take my hand as he lifted me up to stand, I rubbed my eyes and we walked out of the room together, we sauntered down the stairs him in front of me 

I saw ember and Louis waiting for everyone at the door, "Nialls already in the car with Liam, and Zayn" Ember states and I nod, I hold onto Harrys hand until I close the door behind me, we both have to let go as I see the paps surround the gate of the house they snap pictures until I see the car door close and I sit next to harry as we drive off 

"how'd you sleep?" I hear a whisper next to me and I turn my head and I lean my head on his shoulder, "very good now that I don't have to sleep with one eye open" I smile and I see Harry shake his head, "if I could I would hurt him" he says seriously and I nod

"I know but you can't baby, it doesn't work like that" I whisper quietly so no one hears our conversation and I feel his hand move to my thigh and I feel the butterflies erupt in my stomach

"I miss you" he says and I nod, "I miss you too" I say and I feel my heart sadden, I want him so bad

"you're tired" I whisper and he shakes his head, "baby yes you are" I say sweetly and he shakes his head, "have you been sleeping?" I ask him and he doesn't say anything, "sleep for me" I whisper and I feel his lips touch mine lightly, he pulls away a second later and I hear him let out a small breath 

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