41. Well don't you look good *

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Harry

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Harry

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If there's no one to blame, blame it on me

If there's nothing but pain, put it on me

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I felt myself walk off the stage and I'm surrounded by everyone I see Matthew and he stares into my eyes giving me his evil grin as always, I'm under his control until I die and I can't control it no matter how hard I try, earlier he told me he was catching on to what I was doing and I tried to act innocent but when he looked to esme I knew I was caught, I denied and denied until he sent me off but something in me tells me he doesn't believe me and it scares me, he's all powerful and thats dangerous to me and esme 

I feel everyone cheering me on and I feel hugs from niall, Lou, and ember. I look over and I see esme leaning against one of the pillars next to everyone, she's staring at me but she doesn't come up to me, I try and move closer but I see she turns to walk away, she leaves my sight and I can't move because everyone's around me blocking me in 

I push through everyone and I walk down the hallway, I don't see her anywhere I walk to her dressing room and I knock on the door, "es?" I say and I see the door open, she's standing behind it and I walk in, "good show" she says and I hear her quiet voice, I shut the door behind me and I look down to her 

"why'd you walk away" I ask her and she doesn't answer, "what were you and Matthew talking about earlier?" she asks and she leans against the door looking straight into my eyes, "nothing- we weren't talking about anything" I say and I hear her scoff, "I'm not doing this" she shrugs and she turns to open the door, I grab her hand and I spin her over to me, "no" I rush out and she looks away 

"Harry what happened to being honest" she shakes her head and I feel disappointed in myself, "he told me he knew what was going on between us" I say and she looks up to me, "and why is that a bad thing, are you embarrassed" she frowns and I shake my head, "no no of course not. but if he sees us or actually gets proof he'll do bad things" I say and she looks confused, "what bad things?" she asks me and I look away, "I can't tell you that" I whisper and she pulls her hand away from me

"your frustrating you know?" she looks away and I look back to her, "I'm frustrating? your the one who can't stop asking questions" I say and she squints at my in annoyance, "because I'm confused harry your not telling me anything" she groans out and I look at her, "because I can't" I raise my voice and she pushes me away. "fuck you, I'm trying to figure out why your being so cryptic because you don't have the balls to tell me" she yells and I roll my eyes, "I'm trying to keep you safe" I yell and she moves away from me, "I'm am safe I'm here with you!" she yells louder and I feel the anger rise in me 

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