11. Please Believe me

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TW: VIOLENCE AND FIGHTING IN THIS CHAPTER BE AWARE PLEASE

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TW: VIOLENCE AND FIGHTING IN THIS CHAPTER BE AWARE PLEASE

Esme

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This is how it ends

I feel the chemicals burn in my bloodstream

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when I got to Embers house yesterday she opened the door to her house and we watched movies all night, I changed into clothes from my car so she wouldn't see the blood on my jeans, she would murder Patrick if she found out the real reason why I have scars on my legs

We ended up making popcorn and watching Twilight, one of my personal favorites its a comfort movie for me, It's ember and mine movie when the saga came out we watched it over and over again and we fell in love with the cheesy romance and the fact that Robert Pattinson is so hot

Louis sat with us on the leather couch and snuggled with Ember and I found myself wondering why I didn't have that, Patrick wasn't an affectionate type and it's something I am, we didn't mix with that well and it made my heart hurt but maybe I was being selfish he can't be perfect

I feel my eyes drift as I listen to the sound of the tv and I fall asleep for the night, when I feel the bright light hit my eyelids I groan and turn my face towards the couch to block the light from my eyes, I feel a tapping on my shoulder and I pull the blanket farther over my head, if I can't see them they can't see me

"Esme wake up whore" I hear Ember shake me and I flip her off and she scoffs, "Come on I have to leave with Louis to run some errands" she groans and I turn over, I pout at her and she ruffles my hair and smiles, "sorry babe" she says and I nod, I grab my phone and keys and I say goodbye to them not even sure if I'm reading to go home but I guess I have to be

I open my car door throwing my phone down on the seat next to me and I buckle I see Ember and Louis enter Louis black Range Rover and they pull out of the driveway speeding away and Ember waves to me and I blow her a kiss

I pull out of her driveway but before going back to the house I go to grab coffee, I pull up to the bean and I walk in, I see the barista that I always see and she greets me, "Hi Esme, a black coffee?" she asks and I smile and nod, she walks to the back making my coffee and I stand waiting

She comes back with a to go cup with my black coffee and I smile taking it, "it'll be 3.56" she smiles and I hand her my card, the card goes through and she hands it back to me, I say thank you and I head out of the shop

I turn my car back on and I decide to head to the house, I look at the time on my dashboard and it reads one-twenty-three, hopefully he's out and won't be back for the rest of the night because I don't know how he will react when I walk in

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