Evil Game

R U I N E D

Ruined,

Warning this chapter contains; drug use.

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I sat up looking over to my right to see Lorenzo laying on his side facing me sound asleep, I got out of bed. I picked up a shirt off the floor and put it on before walking into the bathroom.

I grabbed my tooth brush and quickly brushed my teeth putting my hair up in a ponytail to get it out of the way. I left the bathroom and walked over to Lorenzo. I kneeled down resting my head on his hand for a second before slapping his hand. "Get up." I spoke getting up from the floor. He slowly opened his eyes smiling at me. He wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me onto the bed. "Lorenzo what the fuck." I place my hands on his chest propping myself up.
"What?, I don't wanna go to class." He shrugged.
"You don't have to, but Odeya and lilth are coming over and they will not see you in here." He leaned up to kiss me but I pushed him back down getting off him. "Why can't they see me in here." He started to push my buttons.
"Because I said so." I gave a simple answer.

"And why can't I hold your hand or hold you or kiss you when I want to besides when we're having sex?" He asked as he put on a shirt.
"Cause I don't like that kind of stuff." I retorted with a smile.
"And why's that?" He asked.
"Cause affection isn't something I'm good at so take what you get from me and keep quiet." I smiled as I spoke.
"You should give it a chance y/n." He smiled putting his hood on before leaving the room. I'm gonna pretend he didn't just say that.

"Let us in bitch!" I heard Odeya yell from outside my dorm. I opened the door and gave them a what the fuck look. Lilith pushed past me walking into the room.
"So what do you think about this dress?" Lilith asked placing a short black dress down on my bed.
"For what?" I asked grabbing a pair of shorts.
"For the party tonight like all the 6th years are gonna be there and I'm hoping to have a little fun." Lilith smiled. "Ok then it looks good." I walked over to my dresser.
"your coming with us right?" Odeya asked. "Yeah sure." I grabbed a pair of socks.
"Aren't you cold?" Lilith looked me up and down.
"No why would I be?" I questioned.

"Your wearing shorts in November." She stated. I shrugged.

We hung out for a couple hours taking, smoking before we started to get dressed.
"Ok what about this, I think it's slutty enough?" Deya asked for our approval as she walked out of the bathroom.
"Cute." Lilith put on her dress as she spoke.
"Looks good." I smiled looking through the dresser. I grabbed a pair of low rise jeans and a blue long sleeved shirt.

We left the room and stood in the common room.
"Jesus Christ it's packed in here." Lilith laughed. I could barely hear them over the loud music. We all went out separate ways, deya went to dance with Blaise while Lilith went off somewhere with Theodore nott.

I sat in one of the chairs watching people stumble around drunk. I had a cigarette placed between my lips before someone grabbed it. I looked up and saw him.
"You know these kill." Lorenzo smiled sitting in the chair next to me.
"Isn't that the whole point." I replied.
"Maybe." He chuckled taking a drag of the cigarette.
That feeling happened again as I stared at him, it was like a nausea but in a good way kinda. I didn't turn away from him though I kept eye contact listening to every word he spoke.

I heard something fall and looked over to the right. I saw mattheo stumbling out of a room staring at Lorenzo and I scoffing. "Y/n?" Lorenzo said my name I immediately gave my attention back to him. "I'm listening." I bit down on my bottom lip trying not to smile as he nodded. "Why won't you let yourself get to close to me?" He asks looking down at his hands and back up at me.
"I don't have to be physical with you to get close to you Lorenzo. I'm not exactly that type of person." I stated.
He looked up  at me with a small smile.
"Would you try for me, I just I'm built off of touch, but I understand if you can't." He added.
"I can't promise you anything, I can't tell you I will even try to either I like the way I am now." I shrugged.
He nodded.
Mattheo was still staring at us looking as though he was going to do something.  But I knew he wouldn't, even if he doesn't want to admit it or act like it he cares for me. He wouldn't do anything. Would he?