Evil Game

T R A P

Trap
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Chapter 120
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This chapter contains mature content
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LORENZOS POV;
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I couldn't stop thinking about what i had done, it was eating away at me slowly.

Every time i closed my eyes all i could see was that moment, the moment i took someones life.

I felt guilty, I couldn't focus. My temper only got shorter over the weeks, and the one person i know could help me i don't have.

Every-time jess talks i just wanna scream at her to shut up, and that's exactly what i did last night. I feel horrible.

No matter what i do my mind just keeps circling back to that day. Its driving me insane, and not having her to help me just makes it worse.

But were not even friends anymore, were nothing.

It was always her and i, and now its just me.

Y/N'S POV;
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Mattheo had told me if he went down so will i, that was last night after I threatened to go to police when he wouldn't let me leave.

Its always a trap with him, once he's got you he'll never let you go.

I feel sick, having too keep his secrets, having to let him hold me back.

but thats life right, love isn't perfect.

So maybe his touch, his kiss isn't as toxic as it seems.

Maybe its just how he shows his love, maybe thats why i stay.

That and i can't exactly walk out.

His lips on mine doesn't feel so horrid anymore, sometimes it gets bad but at-least we have each-other.

At least I'm not alone.

Thats what i thought as i passed him the joint, sharing my time with him, giving him my love.

It wasn't all so bad.

I didn't wanna be alone and neither did he.

"Do you love me?" I heard him speak, "Do you love me?" I turned the question to him. "Yes." He placed the joint between his lips, "Good." I smiled.

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I sat on the floor, i had been trying to study medicine.