𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐎𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐚𝐦𝐢, ⁿᵃ ʲᵃᵉᵐⁱⁿ

r a i n.

𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒏
"i love standing out in the rain, it hides all my tears that are falling endlessly." - s.s j.sc

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Hello, Jaemin.

I don't think I ever felt something so terrible as this feeling. I feel like throwing up when I think about it.

Sadness, anger, pathetic... I hate it.

My dreams are getting weirder too... They're becoming nightmares.

Something will always bother if there's something good happening.

But at the same time, I also saw a car crash. I stood in front of a car whilst a dead body laid in front of me.

I couldn't see their face but I'm sure it was a male. It surely was a male.

I just feel scared, you know?

This feels so serious because it's probably written with so many negative emotions inside of me.

I feel worthless because I just watched another girl claim my letters as hers to get together with you.

I just watched my letters and origamis get taken away from me. I feel so sad about it, I could cry about it for days.

I actually did cry about it for days, haha.

I don't know why I'm still writing letters when I know I'm no longer to give this to you.

You've found 'her' and seeing you smile is enough but painful.

I feel sad, not because you're happy but because I'm not the one making you happy. I feel disappointed and used.

This might hurt but I truly love you, Jaemin.

However, after seeing you so happy with Lee Hyejin...

I don't think I can be in the same room as you anymore.

This hurts way too much.

If this letter magically found its way to you, I want to call it over.

I'm sorry but I'm so emotionally broken about it.

I was used to get together with you. My letters, my work, my love... Everything was taken away with one lie.

My heart has been enough shit. I don't want this anymore.

I made a black rose days ago, I don't even know where it went but black roses means something too.

New beginnings, new things, new changes and I think...

I should start a new chapter without the man I love.

Without you.

I hope you're happy.

Have a good day, Jaemin :)

- 🌧️

JAEMIN TAKES OUT THE ORIGAMI... A white cloud with tiny raindrops glued on strings that was attached to the cloud.

Instantly, he was puzzled...

So it wasn't Hyejin?

He checks the owner of the desk and that's when he realized.

He needed answers, and not from anyone.

He needs them from a specific someone.

From Lee Jena.

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ author's note

That hurt to write lmao

Okay but the next chapters is where the magic begins 💔

ALSO DOUBLE UPDATE WOOP