POV Brandon:
I take my phone and call my old drug dealer from Germany...
Drug Dealer: „Yeah?"
Brandon: „Hey it's Brandon. I wanted to ask if you know someone in Spain who sells drugs?"
Drug Dealer: „Oh hey Brandon wassup? Yeah yeah of course I know someone. Send me your location and I will send him your location. He will come to you and give you some drugs"
Brandon: „Okay good... thanks!"
Drug Dealer: „No Problem. Wish you fun"
Okay... I go to the park and I send him the location..
now I wait....
ugh Manu...
I can't believe what I just saw....
he kissed a another boy...
god the thoughts of it kills me...
I need to stop thinking of it...
„Hey"
I look up and it's a random guy...
Brandon: „Uhh hey?"
Guy: „Are you Brandon?"
Brandon: „Yes"
Guy: „Okay... here's cocain... do you have money?"
Brandon: „Oh.. no... but I will give you later!"
Guy: „Ugh.. fine... you have 2 days! If I don't get anything after 2 days... you will wish you never met me.. bye"
Brandon: „Uh.. bye..."
Oh shit... now I have to pay... but how?
I wanted to go away from here early in the morning.... ugh..
I hide the cocain in my pocket and I go to my car.
Wait.... should I really do this?...
I mean... it won't solve my problems...
I look outside of the window and I see Manu again... he smiles with the other guy he kissed...
they look each other... he looks so in love...
ugh... this hurts me so much... I feel a deep hole in my heart..
no... I will take the drugs... it won't solve my problems, but it will make me forget Manu...
I drive to my Apartment and I get in my room..
I look to the clock... it's 3 PM... damn did I really waste my time to find Manu that long?...
ugh... I go to the kitchen and I sit to the table..
I take the cocain out of my pocket and pour it on the table. I take the ruler and put the cocain together in a line.
Okay.... here we go...
I put my head near to cocain.
I put my finger on one of my nose to close it and I start inhale cocain through my nose quickly...
Oh...
wow..... I... I missed this...
I.. I slowly go to my room.. and I lay on my bed..
I stare into the ceiling...
oh damn...
look at this... the stars.... am I flying?
Damn.. I'm Peter Pan!! Hahahaha...
„I LOVE MY FUCKING LIIFFEEEE! WOOHOOOOOOOOO! FUCK PEOPLE! FUCK MAANNUUUU HAHAHA YEAAAHHH"
Fuck I missed it to be high... I slowly stand up again and I search for alcohol...
cmon there has to be alcohol here somewhere...
I go to Alex's room and... HA GOTCHA!
I found a Vodka Bottle in his closet. It's half empty. I open the bottle and I start drink it.
Oh damn that burns. I didn't drink that since months.
Look at me hahahhaa... fucking high and very drunk.... and horny... damn I fucked with so many people in Germany.
Wait... the party... hahahhaa oops I almost forgot the party.
I take my phone and.. uh damn... I can't almost see what time we have..
Brandon: „S-Soro.. ugh the fuck am I saying... Siri.."
Siri: „Hello"
Brandon: „What time is...it?"
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hidden feelings
Romancebrandon got sent to spain for a year as a exchange student. he shares his room with Alex. One day he meets someone at the Café who will change his life. btw sorry about my grammer and the way how I describe things.. I know i'm bad at it and i'm tr...
