I said ...
We write our words because we find hopes in other's words
But I found the truth of my existence ...
The Purple Moonlight in my heart ...🌌🌙
An opened blossom in my winter feelings ...❄🌸❄
∞ 💜🌙🌸💜 ∞
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The first headline in the newspapers on my mind these days was just one thing :
"Start new life in black purple sky again"
I wanted to be light, but the earth had no light, so I went in and put artificial lights in every area I found the light in the bedside lamp of a small room ... In the street lights ... There was just light everywhere And I no longer saw my sky ... I could not see
Only the one who has created something can completely destroy it And it did the same with my land And maybe, I do the same with my own land
Today, after years away, I walk next to people ... I went back into the ground and no one still knows why my body is stone ... they don't know that my heart is made of the same soil and goes back to the same soil ... My life, my behavior, my moods are new to them ... and humans love to discover and destroy everything new
In the past, I was afraid to enter the community alone ... And now I enter with the sky inside me, but the sky weighs heavily on my heart ... Like a child who grew up and doesn't fit in his mother's arms ... Here the people said that the child should embrace the mother ... and my sky embraced me
I closed my eyes I returned all my light to earth and sky
I closed my eyes Like a phoenix dying with the feeling of the death of its hope
But I was neither burned nor reduced to ashes ... The death of hope was only in my illusions ... I forgot that I am a human and if the human body disintegrates, it means that they are dead
How stinking the human world was ... How cruel their laws are ... And most cruel of all was the confinement of a celestial spirit into an earthly body
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Have you seen the movie " kill your darlings " ? I really like that movie I just had misconceptions ... I thought I was like Allen but I forgot the malice of Lucien's eyes ... doubt in his love ... and in the end abandoning and killing his loved ones, escaping to achieve the freedom he wanted. .. I forgot ... I forgot my hidden burnt half
And the more I looked at the people, the more I got dark spots They showed up like a black spot on the whiteness of my lifetime
In one dimension of life, I was a change ... a change to accept how I exist among humans As a result of these changes, the great soul became more compact Every time it wanted to be destroyed, a force prevented it's destruction ... Each time it just got smaller ... reaching zero made no sense ... and in the end the soul wasn't destroyed
It was the heartbeat of a moving body that was beating slower than before ... These headaches were due to the death of the cells inside it, and the nausea that followed was due to the rejection of this life
But this time ... time stopped moving At constant beats ... In the health of the body ... And the only things left from the previous dimensions were, first the eyes that the face couldn't bear them, and second, a height that was more curved than before ...
Time stopped moving at Zero Oclock ... On nights when we only wished death was again ... before the process of change was complete ...
But why are you upset baby? The world is so cruel that it doesn't allow me to hear the call of the next world :)
What if I changed my mind
What if I said it’s over
I been flying so long
What if I lost my lives?
What if I forget my lies
And I lose all my composure
Cause I’ve been burning up for so long
In a world that just keeps getting colder
(Zayn Malik - Back To Life)
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