The Words Of The Moon (S1)

3. Start Deadly Memories

Memories make the big part of our brain

Those memories can be everything:

They can be sweet like the honey of berry, or can be bitter like the skin of orange ...

They can be a reason of our laughing, or they can teases our heart and ghost when we remember those.

But the memories about you, they are strange to me. They don't belong to any of those type ...

This is right that when I remember your eyes, my heart is wonder burning, and this is right that this irritation embrace all of me even behind my eyes, but this is not because they are dangerouse ...

This is not because they are good or bad ...

This is because i miss you, missing that embrace all of my days in the time

You are my only big mistake
It means my love to you is my only big mistake ...

The mistake that I repeating it when I come back past

Yes ... this madness is a wonder madness in the world

You are as same as madness for me ...
My feelings will never change for you ...

You are alwayes a big part of my life

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First things first ...

I say all the words inside my head
I'm fired up and tired of the way that things have been

I'm the one at the sail, I'm the master of my sea

I was broken from a young age
Taken my sulking to the masses

Writing my words for the few
That look at me, took to me, shook to me, feeling me ...

Writing from heartache from the pain ...

Taking my message from the veins ...

Speaking my lesson from the brain ...

Seeing the beauty with pain ...

My life, my love, my drive it came from pain ...

you broke me down , built me up and made me a believer

I was chocking in the crowd, living my brain up in the cloud and falling like ashes to the ground ...

Hoping my feelings, they would drown but they never did, never lived

They ebbed , flowed ، inhibited , limited till it broke open and it rained down like pain

Every time i wanted to resist. They pushed me more and always said to me : "hiiisssss"

And just at the same time my laziness was gone and the sense of running and throwing out things that it had caught me , was created in my head
I felt like I was dying

When you dying , all of the person come here to you, knowing you , be good for you

Death is not always the death of the body, Sometimes it is the death of your existence ...

You become a stranger around you ...

Knowing another but can't talk & help ...

You don't cry alot , don't laugh alot
Just see , see everyone that you don't expect from them to visit you ...

All thing so better but you never come back :(

I love the audit day; because in this day , you know all thing even your mistake and suffering ...

You can cry & laugh without anyone asking you a question ...

Just "The GOD" know everything and know the result ...

You get your best thing when you lose them and dying :)

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Have you ever lost your existence?
For what?

If you want to know about unknown character, you can ask

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