she doesn't love me

alison's punishment

Ariana POV
When we get home Alison goes straight to the living room turning the tv on. That girl dreaming if she thinks she's not in trouble.
- Alison, go to your room right now! - I say loud making her look at me frowning.
- But I wanna stay here!!!
- Oh, you wanna stay here huh? WELL YOU'RE NOT! GO RIGHT NOW! - I yell making her run upstairs.
Geez what's up with that kid.
I try to calm myself before going to her room just to see her playing with her barbies. I think about how Y/N couldn't play since she was like 9, because I always made her practice dance on her free time.
- Put those barbies away you're not having them for a good time Alison. - I said sternly.
- But - She starts but I cut her off.
- STOP SAYING BUT AND JUST DO WHAT I SAY!!!
I don't know why but I can't contain myself from yelling at her. Till today I always thought she was a good kid, and my yelling was always at Y/N who was always good but I couldn't see it. The only times she was bad was when she did things to Alison and tbh now I question myself if she really did it or if Alison made it all up.
It was so much easier with Y/N. Whenever I was mad at her and told her to do something she never questioned me even tho she didn't do anything bad.
I look at Alison who's putting her barbies away and sits on her bed looking down.
- You mad mama? Why? - she asks confused.
- Enough Alison you know damn right why I'm mad. You're being punished for what you did at school. - I said sitting on a chair. - Come here.
- You're going to spank me? You never spanked me! - she said almost crying.
- Yes I am. And I wish I did it before, maybe you wouldn't be like this. - I mutter the last part.
Truth is, Alison's spoiled af and I'm aware of that. I'm not blind. I just never wanted to accept it.
She backs away but I get up and take my belt off. I grab her arm and put her on my lap as she kicks and scream. I hit her ten times and when I'm done she's sobbing uncontrollably.
- You broke my ass mommy! - she yells looking at me.
What the fuck. Broke her ass? I look at her with my eyes widened, because I'm impressed by how dramatic and dumb she is.
- Stop Alison. Just, just stop. - I said frustrated and tempted to just get out and leave her there but I'm not a monster.
I pick her up and lay down in bed with her, her head on my chest as I softly hum a song. She cries for what seems like an hour and eventually falls asleep.
I get up and go downstairs. Dalton's supposed to be back by tomorrow. I gotta tell him what happened even tho I'm concerned she might not like what I did.
Now I sit on the couch and work on some songs, waiting for my mom and Frankie to bring Y/N tonight. I can't wait to have my babygirl back.

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