LEAH
A waft of garlic and basil filtered into my bedroom, disrupting my focus.
I looked away from the laptop screen and rubbed my tired eyes.
"Dinner's ready, honey!" called my mother.
"Coming!" I yelled back.
Some days, I felt like I had time-traveled back to high school. Those were the last days I'd lived under this roof.
As much as I missed the independence of living alone, I needed this when I left James.
I needed stability and security to get my head on straight.
Isabelle and Ryan both offered me their couches, but I knew they'd want to party and get me out. I needed to recluse—at least for a while.
After closing my laptop, I grabbed my phone and padded downstairs to the kitchen.
My mom stood at the stove, turning off the knobs. She turned to me with a smile.
"Hi, sweetie," she greeted. "How was work?"
I smiled a little. "The same. I exchanged emails with a few new advocates we're taking on. They're very excited and I enjoy working with them."
"I know I say this all the time," she said and I knew exactly how she'd finish, "but I am so proud of you for staying with the Foundation. I know it's hard on you but your experiences and your passion to help other men and women are really—well, it's admirable. That's all I can say or I'll start crying."
I laughed and pulled her into a hug. "Thank you, Mom."
"Of course. Now, eat up. You know your dad will eat all of it as soon as he gets home."
"Oh, I know."
We made our plates and sat at the kitchen table. Just as I took my first bite, my phone buzzed in the pocket of my sweats.
My mom was scrolling through Facebook so I took the device out to check it.
JAMES: How was your day?
A flame lashed at the open wound of my heart.
He still texted every day.
Sometimes, when I felt strong enough, I responded.
I set my phone down and shoveled a few more bites down my throat. Then I picked it up again.
LEAH: fine. did you see the new advocates I trained today?
He replied immediately.
JAMES: I did. I meet with them in person on Friday. You should come.
Yeah, right, I thought wryly.
LEAH: you've been doing great with them. i don't need to be there.
JAMES: You'd be a lot of help.
JAMES: I miss you.
I swallowed back the tears threatening to spill. I missed him terribly.
If it wasn't for my therapist here in my hometown, I would have gone back to James. She reminded me weekly that I needed to protect myself and my mental health first.
I wasn't ready to see him. I would unravel the moment he laid eyes on me.
I was tired of unraveling. For once, I just wanted to be strong for myself.
"You okay, honey?"
My head snapped up and I saw my mom studying me warily. "Yep. Fine."
"You seem deep in thought. Who are you texting?"
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