Notes •muke•

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Luke.

Michael ate slices of pizza down.
I sat.
Waiting for him to finish so I wasn't hungry any more.
I can't eat right now.
If Ashton saw me eating he's punch me probably.

I walked upstairs and grabbed Michael's journal in which he tried hiding and read.

Dear luke,

You read my notebook today.
How could I have stopped you.

I couldnt.
Is it my fault you cut?
Yes.
If you wouldn't have ever read this you would've never cut yourself.
It's my fault.

I deserve the cuts you have.
All of them.
All of them.
I'm so sorry luke, maybe we can be scar twins soon.

-Mikey

I shot up, my eyes widened.
I quickly got up and ran downstairs.

"MICHAEL WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS"? I yelled.
His face shot around and became pail.
" l-lu-luke" he stutters.
"Yes luke my ass, what the fuck is is about"? I yelled my skin red.
My blood boiled.
"Luke I'm s-"
" No Michael!
No luke I'm sorry or I apologize! Michael it not your fucking fault! It wasn't toys at all, listen to me, your everything to me, your the gem I'd walk across a rope over lava to get, your the cat in the burning house I'd go back for, your my mate and best friend, my boyfriend, I love you and if I find one scar and I mean it ONE SCAR on you I'll cut myself once, If you deserve it I must deserve 3 times worse then that" I yell.
He cries.
"I-I'm -so sor- sorry" he says to me.
I grab michaels arm.
I take him up the stairs.
He gets pushed on to the bed.
"Luke" he says.
"No michael"
"No luke" I reply.
I wrap my arms around his neck and whisper.
"I love you"
"I- I love you to luke"
He crashed his lips into mine.
He sits on my lap.
And wraps his arms around me.
I pick me up, still kissing him, his legs wrapped around me and giggles.
I lay him down on the bed.
He giggles.
"Wow lukey your very kinky today" he smiles.
"Ha you've noticed" I wink.
I grab michaels shirt but he hits
My hand away.
"Luke stop" he says.
"What" I said.
"I'm not -I-I'm not ready for t-this" he says.
I lay down next to him.
"Okay that's okay" I say kissing him on the cheek.
"I'm sorry" he says.
"For what"?
"For being terrible about you" he says rolling over to look at me.
"Your not an never were so shut up" I say kissing him.
"Good night lukey" he says.
"Good night kitten" I say.
"Kitten"? "Where did the come from"?
"Well Mikey you love kittens and when you sing you look like a sneezing kitten and I love it" I say.
"Awh, your my little penguin then" he says.
"Okay, love you night mikey"
"Love you to lukey"
"Night".