Notes •muke•

Calum.

The Phone continued to ring.
"Hey this is Luke "AND MICHAEL" "shut up mikey" ANYWAYS leave a message annd im sure we will talk soon, Bye for now".

I just looked up in surprise, usually Luke answered all of my calls.
Send michael was gone, lukes been Cooper away in his room for the past week.

Not answering any calls it texts.
Even though michael was gone, I typed his number in and clicked call.

I zoned out thinking of us talking.

"Hiya" I heard through the phone.
"Hey michael, what. Happening?" I asked.
"Im hiding away from luke while he watches a movie, you?" He asked with a quiet tone in his voice.
"Nothing, we shoukd hang out soon, or talk in person again soon!" I said happily.

"Will do Cal, we sure will" he says
"Luke calling me so I have to go now, biya" he says as the dial tone begans playing.

ZONE OUT END.

I came back to silence.
No sound.

I began worrying about Luke then heard my phone ringing still.
Michaels voicemail came suddenly.
"Hiya, um its Michael hemmings n Things so, yea text me oorrr call me back later my bitch, biya, luke say bye everything, "BYE EVERYTHING". the dial tone to leave a message came up.
"I miss you michael, I really do" I said hanging up the phone.

I drove for a while thinking about maybe how Luke maybe just maybe loved me back.
Hes to caught up in Michael right now.

Hopefully he doesn't feel alone.
Or feel dead inside.

I drove and drove for hours just looking out into the stromy and foggy weather that sat above me.
Everything was so....sad.

Tonight was so gloomy, not like our everyday weather or mood of the night.
"I remember the day you told me you were leaving" I sang quietly to myself trying to remember what michael sang before.
"I remember the make up running down your face" I sang.

A teat fell from my eyes remembering Mikey.
I tried calling Luke once more.
Nothing.
I was given a note book from Luke, telling me it was michaels.
I opened and read.

The last note there was.
"Dear Lucas Robert Hemmings, today, I proposed, you said yes.
This isn't important to you but very to me.
Luke, your the liter to my fire work, you make me light up in ways no one else has ever.
Your my everything.
But this is my time to go.
Ive held on for as long as I possibly could hang on to this life I live everyday, to keep afloat.
Im me trying to pick up the Titanic.
Figuring thats impossible to do.
Im weak.
Not strong.
Lets face it Luke, im about as strong as a stick.
The weight is unbearable in my life.
So here I am, Michael hemmings.
Telling whom ever may be reading this now, weathers its Luke, or calum or Ashton or any other person.
Know your truley worth this life your living now, your much stronger then I a, you hold on tight and get that grasp on life, dont you ever say your lesser then someone because your all the same, beautiful, unique, and courageous people, your worth life, god made you to live this to be strong, to test your ability.
And you can do it.
I know you can..
Good bye whomever this is reading this.
For now.
Cya later :)
-Michael Gordon Robert Hemmings"

As a tear fell from both eyes I looked up into the night.
The moons light came from the sky and lit up everything.
This note was made for luke to read first.

I grabbed the ignition and turned the car, I knew exactly where I had to go.
Lukes house.
As I pulled in, it felt so empty.

Everything felt so drained.
Luke was inside probably relapsing and crying to himself.
Alone.

I walked in.
The television was on.
Lights were on everywhere in the house.
The television played Dragon Ball Z.

I walked upstairs and saw the surrounding pictures of Luke and Michael at Florida and at Vacation.
But all together, they were the cutest couple ive seen.
I grabbed the handle to Lukes room door.
Absolute silence, no noise.
I walked into the room and my heart almost dropped.

Lukes body.

I fell to my knees and cried into my lap.
I wast calling the police.
Luke was my best mate.

I sat next to his body.
Blood gather around me.
But it didn't stop me.
I was reading this note to Luke.
I opened michaels note book and read.
ucas Robert Hemmings, today, I proposed, you said yes.
This isn't important to you but very to me.
Luke, your the liter to my fire work, you make me light up in ways no one else has ever.
Your my everything.
But this is my time to go.
Ive held on for as long as I possibly could hang on to this life I live everyday, to keep afloat.
Im me trying to pick up the Titanic.
Figuring thats impossible to do.
Im weak.
Not strong.
Lets face it Luke, im about as strong as a stick.
The weight is unbearable in my life.
So here I am, Michael hemmings.
Telling whom ever may be reading this now, weathers its Luke, or calum or Ashton or any other person.
Know your truley worth this life your living now, your much stronger then I a, you hold on tight and get that grasp on life, dont you ever say your lesser then someone because your all the same, beautiful, unique, and courageous people, your worth life, god made you to live this to be strong, to test your ability.
And you can do it.
I know you can..
Good bye whomever this is reading this.
For now.
Cya later :)
-Michael Gordon Robert Hemmings."

If luke was gone.
Shouldn't I be?
I grabbed michaels drawer and opened it.
Inside held, pills, a gun, folders, notebooks, pictures, scissors.
I grabbed the pills and twisted the cap open pouring and handful into my hands.
Moving them around in my hand, I pulled them closer to my face.

"Goodn everything" I smiled as I threw them in my mouth.
I sat there.
I knew this was it.
I looked at luke and grabbed his hand.
Cold.
But I held it.

Then that was it.
My last thought.
My last movement.
My last touch.
My last word.
My last breathe.
My last everything.
Everything happened so fast.
Now its gone.

And that was it.
Im gone like the seasons.

Gone.