Notes •muke•

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Michael.

I laid on the bed.
Voices.
Ive heard the voices for awhile telling me to go back to luke.

My head spins.
I can't see.
My vision seems out of wack.
The voices.
Telling me im insane.
I want to die.
And be away from all thesen voices, away from the tragedy, away from ashton and luke who've made my life hell.
I want to be gone.
And gone I will be.

After I get Ashton back.
I fiddle with the pen in my hands.
Then I know where this will Go down and how it will go down.
I sat on the bed a sighed.
This is what I've been planning since the day I left luke.

I got it the car and sped off to lukes house that we shared before.
Its technically my house but I dont fucking care at this point.
I pull in to the house to see a car thats very familiar.
The license plate states "ash 94".
Perfect timing for me to get there.

I stopped the car and opened the door allowing the warm May air to rush into my car.
I breathed in.
Nothing is stopping me now.
I grabbed my bag and walked out slowly shutting my car door.
I looked at my arm.
Then though of Luke's.
And god damn it, if luke can get with a asshole who put half the scars on his body, he sure can go back with me.

I walked into the house.
It was quiet.
But I heard lukes voice.
The memories raced.
And the voices.
They spoke.
They screamed at me.
I slid down the counter and grabbed my head.
I wanted to scream.
I heard footsteps coming from down the hall.
I completely lost my mind.
Ashton stood there still in the door frame.
The same ashton I remember in year 10.

The same boy I was dating.
The same ashton I remember seeing everyday and kissing.
The same boy I had lost my first and official virginity to.

Ashton Irwin.

He just stood.
"L-luke"
"We have company" he yelled.
I just looked at him and stood up.

The voices.
"Kill him"
"Michael do it kill him and you'll have luke back"
"Kill the boy"
I saw luke walk down the hall.
His arm was taped up.
My heart dropped.

I walked over to the counter quickly grabbing a knife.
I heard the door open and I ran right over to ashton
Grabbed his color holding the knife to his neck.
"Tell me every god damn thing you've said and done to luke"
"Every god damn detail"

His eyes widened.
" i- I haven't hurt him" ashton said.
"Bullshit" I said.

Luke grabbed my shoulder.
I remembered everything.
The first kiss.
The First time.
Calum grabbed my shoulder.
I also remembered calum.
Every detail.

I pushed them both away.
"ASHTON IM FUCKING SERIOUS YOU DID SOMETHING TO LUKE AND I CAN TELL YOU EVERY GOD DAMN DETAIL THERE COULD BE" I screamed.
Luke took a quick step back and I pulled my fist back.

"You and LUKE HEMMINGS, MY BOYFRIEND HATED EACH OTHER FOR YEAR AND YOU KNOW WHAT THE FUCK YOU DID, YOU RUINED HIS LIFE" I screamed grabbing lukes arm and pulling it up.
I expected scars.

Not new cuts.
My heart dropped.

"Luke?" I said.
His face became pail.

LUKES POV.

I saw ashtin hand quickly lunge forward.
Something didn't quiet catch my eye.

Calum gasped.
His mouth fell down the the floor.
I couldn't feel anything.
I looked down at my chest to see where Ashtons hand was.

A knife.
Metal.
Ashton just stabbed me.

MICHAELS POV.

I saw luke fall.
My mind blurred.
My head twirled.

I grabbed ashton as fast as I could but calum grabbed him away from me
" GO TO LUKE" He screamed as he laid hits to ashtons chest

I ran over to luke at placed my hand on his chest.
Applying pressure I leaned in and kissed him.
He breathed slowly.
But he was there.

I grabbed his hand and squeezed.
Lukes squirmed and moved trying to say something.

A tear came from both eyes.
"L-luke!" I said quietly.

"Luke please live
I want to be what you want and I need you to need me to stay.
I wasn't ever good enough for you but im ready to be this.
I want to show you the world and how beautiful it really is with you here
Please live so i can show you that" I said.

I clutched his hand and breathed.

"But if you need to let go...." I trailed off.

I looked at calum who was on the phone while ashton laid passed out on the floor.

And I looked back at luke.
Tears poured from my eyes.

I sighed and let out.

" then let go"

CLIFFHANGER WHOOPS!!!!