Notes •muke•

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Luke.

Ashton and me made a lot of noise.

We heard Michael pull in and quickly got up.
Both of us moved as fast as possible to get our clothes on.

I was scared.
Would Michael know.

"Luke?" I heard from downstairs.
I ran down there.
"Hey" I said.

He looked at Ashton as he walked down the stairs.
" What is he doing here" he snarled.
"Were friends now" I said.

"That's why I've been going to counseling" I said.

Michael gave Ashton a stare.
Ashton just was breathing heavy.
"Why is he breathing so heavy" he asked.

I looked at Ashton.
He looked at me.

"Tell me luke" he says.
I break down.

And cry.
Michael just looks at me.
He doesn't help me or comfort me.

He just stands there.
And I lie on the floor crying.
"W-we h-ad sex" I said whimpering.

Michael's voice got loud.
" Well that's great" he said.
"I'm glad you found your true fucking love luke" he yells.
" Because as of now, were over, I'm sick of being the side relationship luke.
I'm glad your getting around luke.
But as of right now were over" he says grabbing his keys and slamming the door pulling out.

I just bawl out.
Ashton comes to the ground and conforts me.

"I'm so sorry" he says as a tear goes from his cheek.
"I will be right back" he says walking out of the house.

I walk into the bath room.

Sit in the edge of the bathtub.
I grab what I've been itching for.

A razor.
And I cut myself.

My wrist bleeds.
And bleeds.

I want to die.
I deserve to die.
Everything goes blurred.

I hear voices.
I remember the notes.
And my mind goes blank.

And everything goes black.