Notes •muke•

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Luke.

I sat there.
Waiting for Michael to answer me.
He wouldnt.
The same voice mail.
"Hiya this is Michael leave a message and I'll call you back, unless I hate you then you just get ignored, bye" it repeated.
Then my phone rang.
It was calum.
" LUKE"! He yelled.
"Calum are you okay"? I asked.
"YOU HAVENT HEARD"! He yelled.
"heard what"? I said nervously.
"Let me talk to michael" i said.
"HE JUMPED HE JUMPED OH MY GID HE JUMPED OFF JUNE BY BRIDGE"! He said crying.

Years formed in my eyes.
I got up leaving alice.

Nothing is stopping me.
" IS HE BREATHING " I yelled into the phone.
" I DONT KNOW LUKE HURRY PLEASE" He yelled.
I ended the call and ran.
And ran.
I just ran and ran.
Then I was called by someone.
Ashton fuckin irwin.
"Awh lukey your little friend jumped off a bridge" he said grabbing me.
"You should've joined him" I said back.
He laid a strong punch on my face.
I didn't care.
" ASHTON GET OFF ME YOU IDIOTIC ASS HOLE YOU ONLY CARE ABOUT YOUR SELF AND IF YOU WERENT SUCH AN ASS I WOULDNT CARE" I yelled.
I reacted fast.
I punched Ashton so hard he fell to the ground.
And ran.
And ran.
And ran.
I came to the scene and saw Michael on the stretcher.
He's all scrached up.
i ran up and tapped a doctor.
" Can I please ride along, this is my boyfriend" I yelled.
"Calm down. but yes you can" he said.
I ran as fast as possible and hopped in.
I sat right next to michael.
Still.
He was so still.
He wasn't breathing.
He didn't look like it.
I grabbed his hand.
" Michael please, please wake up please" I say.
"Breathe Michael breathe" I say quietly.
" Please"! I cry.
I was a sobbing mess.
"I need you to listen, even if you can hear me, I'm so sorry I'm an asshole.
God I want to spend every moment if my life with you I'm dumb you leaving you here alone michael your my life, I'm your plant and your the water if die without you, I'm
Nothin without you, literally nothing and god if you don't live I'll die to.
And honestly life is harder knowing your depressed". I said looking down at his arm.
Cuts.
I saw five to ten cuts up his arm.
"God dammit Michael Gordon clifford, I said not to please listen to me please.
Your everything in my world.
My world doesn't orbit without you, my heart beats faster every moment I'm with you, every second I see you everytime our lips touch there's a connection I've never felt with anybody else" I said.
I cried.
Then I saw michaels chest go up.
"Michael"! I yell
I tap the glass to the front ambulance and they turn but were already at the hospital.
" HIS CHEST MOVED I SAW IT" I yell.
"Okay sir we need to take him In a room, operate a little bit on him see if there's any brain or tendon damage" he says.
"You'll have to wait until were done to see him if he wakes up or not" he says.
I shrink.
" wait for how long"
"Could be hours or days maybe months" he says.
"Months".
"Most likley, I'm sorry luke" he says tapping my shoulder.
"Yea me to" I say back.
"I'm truley sorry that I made
Michael kill himself almost" I whisper in my head.