Notes •muke•

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Luke.

I sat up.
It was night by now so I must-have taken a nap.
When I sat up I felt my back crack and my neck seemed stiff .
"Mikey?" I yelled.

No answer.
"Mikey?" I yelled once more but there was no answer.
My feet dragged upstairs.
As I walked into the bathroom I saw little drops of blood.
"Shit! Shit!" I screamed running into our room, michael lie there like a scare crow.
I ran up to him wincing at the pain of my chest.
I shook him softly.
Then it turns into a violent shake.
"WAKE UP MICHAEL WAKE UP!" I screamed as tears pours from my eyes.

" PLEASE WAKE UP!" I looked over and fell to the ground.
On the night Stand sat a note.
A nicely written note.

" Dear Luke Robert Hemmings,
I miss you already.
I cant tell you how much I hate myself right now for this.
And I know im probably the most selfish person ever also you most likley hate me to but i have tried beating depression and stress for the last two years.
And I cant.
I wanted this for me.
I needed a getaway.
Something that would be slow and quick.
Taking pills.
Just remember that this is no where near your fault.
And you keep living life.
Dont give up because I gave up.
You were my sunlight.
My savior.
I love you Lukey Robert Hemmings
Goodnight for now.
No lukey I didn't die, im just sleeping in heaven and waiting for my prince to kiss me xxx.
See you later alligator.
Goodnight."

My eyes felt like bursting.
I looked at Michael who laid on the bed motionless.
I ran over to th phone and called the police.
I grabbed it and called.
"911 what's your emergency"
"M-my b-bo-boyfriend h-he"
"Killed h-him-self" I choked as I cried.
I couldn't breathe for my life.

I blacked out.
When I woke up I saw nothing but white.
The room I was in was in was familiar.

I crawled out of the bed and yawned.
Looking around I saw no Michael.
Everything came back to me, michaels note and the pills.
Everything.

I quickly dropped down to the floor and pulled my hands onto my eyes.
"Why'd you do this Mikey" I whispered as I cried more.
I heard this voice.
A certain voice that I remember.

It was Michaels.
"Lukey pick yourself up off the floor and remember why I didn't stay remember the moments we had a cherish them, dont think about me waiting for you and dont you give up because I did you hear me?" The voice was loud and clear.
"Mi-Mikey" I cried
"Wh-what made you go" I cried.
"Lukey, it was my time to go and honestly I didn't realize it but I was making a fool of you for being so idiotic and selfish...and im sorry, remember I didn't die im.just sleeping waiting for you to kiss me and wake me up, I wish I wouldnt have gone but sometimes people have to for great reasons and you just remember me and remember that no one will love you as much as I do"
My tears streamed from my face.
Calum quickly ran in.
"Goodbye lukey for now" I heard as calums mouth moved, I couldn't make out anything he was saying.
"Luke listen to me" I heard.
"W-what" I looked up still bawling.

"Please stay with yourself" he said.
He sat next to me.
I pulled out michaels notebook.
I clicked the pen and wrote.
"I didn't die, im just waiting for my prince to come and kiss me".
I looked at calum and he asked.
"Whats that"
I looked at him smiling but crying.
"Its my note to Michael, ill read his notes to him when we meet again".
Calum wrapped his arms around my neck.
"Thank you calum" I said.

"And thank you michael" I said looking over to the picture of me and michael on my night Stand.

"Your welcome" I Hear.
And smile.

NO THIS IS NOT THE END BUT CLOSE!!!!