Notes •muke•

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Michael.

I looked at a guy who was looking at me from across the room.
His face was full of worry.

I felt dizzy.
"M-m-m-mikey"? He asked.
I cocked an eyebrow.
"Who is mikey"? I asked.

He looked as if a kitten had just gotten ran over.
"Are you okay sir"? I asked.
"Michael Gordon clifford" he said.
"That is your name" he added.

"Please remember" he said.
"Your insane" I replied.
He just shrugged.
"Id agree with that" he says back.

"W-where am i?" I asked.
"At the hospital" I said.
"W-hat happened" I asked the boy.

He looked very worried.
His hair an eyes were perfect.
Wow, he's perfect himself.

"You tried killing yourself" he said.
My eyes wide.
Then I saw it, his wrist.

"What is that" I asked.
He looked at his wrist and covered them.
"Well mikey, when were yanno, when you remembered me" he said.
"What w-were we"? He asked.
"You am me were together, you were my boyfriend".
"Let me ask you this, do you remember this"? He asked.
He pulled out a brown notebook.

I just shook my head.
"Nope".
He sighed.
"Well you wrote me these, how much you loved and hated me, how you hated yourself, how you wanted to die, everything, to me, you wrote this so one day when you died you'd give this to me and now I have it, you wrote in this all the time, to me". he said.

Then I remembered.
The police.
The bridge.
Calum.
Me praying is die.
Everything.
But this boy, this kid.
Telling me he knows me and that he's my boyfriend.

How could a perfect guy like him lie about this possibly.
" I remember"
" I do, the bridge and calum and everything" I said.
His eyes got wide.
"Michael"! "Kitten your back" he yelled.
My eyes just got wide.

"What, who are you anyways, you say I know you but I don't remember you at all" I say.

His face just went to down the ground.
"Oh" he said.

"Well, I'll do anything to make you remember me" he said.
"Anything" he added.

"Let's start out with I'm luke hemmings, we met when we were younger, calum introduced us, then after a while we became into eachother and began dating" he said.

My mind raced.
"Look at this" he said holding out his phone.
It was me and him.
Kissing.
His lock screen.

I sat there.
"I don't remember taking this" I said.
"I know you wouldn't" he sighed.
"Wait" I said.
Luke hemmings.
Luke hemmings.
Luke hemmings.
luke Robert hemmings.

"Lukey"? I questioned.
He turned to me and smiled so wide.
"Mikey" he said back.

"Luke, I'm so s-orry" I said.
I remembered everything.

Going almost all the way.
Everytime we did Go all the way.

Kissing him.
Being his.
Everything.

I grabbed him and kissed him.
He got ontop of my chest.
"Ouch" I said.
"Sorry" he said back kissing my neck.

We just kissed.
And kissed and kissed.
"Why do you have to be in the hospital"? He asked.
"If destroy you to be honest" I said back.
"Ha ya right" he laughed.
The doctor walked in.

"Memories back"? He asked.

He got of my chest and then giggled.
"Yea, sortof"
"He has catching up to do" I said.
"Sure does" the doctor said smiling.

"Glad you guys got a head start" he said.
"Me to" he smiled.

"A head starts better then no start" I replied.