Notes •muke•

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Michael.

I woke up to nothing.
Luke wasn't next to me.

He wasn't with me.

"L-luke" I yelled.
I got up feeling dizzy.
I ran into the television and stepped on something.

A razor on the floor next to the door and lukes clothes everywhere.

I sat there worried.
I was having a hangover and threw up all over the floor.
"Shit" I said.
When I got up I tried running as hard as I could.
He's gone.

He really left me this time.
Gone.
Lukes gone.
I got onto my phone and called him.

"What" I heard through the phone.

It wasn't Luke.
It was the voice of Ashton Irwin, Luke Hemmings bully.

Answering Lukes phone.

"Where the hell is luke" I yelled into the phone.
"Oh damn isn't he amazing Michael" he said into the phone.

My blood boiled.
" WHERE THE HELL IS HE" I yelled.

"Why does it matter when you called him a pathetic weak emo kid?" He said.

My heart dropped.
I cried into the phone.

"Is he okay"
"With you" I asked stuttering.

"He's sitting here drinking, he was with me last night because he had no where else to run you ass" he said.

I cried more.
"Can I talk to him?" I asked.
"No you can't michael, not until he wants to talk to you, I've already had my fun with him michael so just dream about getting him back, I don't think he wants to talk to you anyways" he said.

I just clicked the end button.

Went into the bathroom.
No razor was there.

But a note.

From luke.

Dear Michael Clifford,

I'm hoping you see this because you made me feel like shit tonight.

You probably done care though.
Sorry I'm weak to you.
And ugly.
And emo.
You had me wrapped around your finger michael.
For the longest time.
I'm not sure I can wake up next to you anymore.

Feeling how I did.
Or how I felt today.

Michael I think this should be it.
I've waited for everything to change.
I wanted to propose
But I can't have the side relationship when you think you can just get drunk and say this stuff to me.

And then get me back.
I'm sorry michael.

- Luke.

I don't want luke to run away with ashton.

And if that's what Ashton thinks is going to happen.

I will kill ashton.

WOW MIKEY YOU BEING ANGRY AND JELLY HUH THANKS YOU GUYS FOR 300 reads lansbsbahabBwja