Notes •muke•

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Calum.

I sat there on my porch swing as the wind blew threw my hair.
I cringed as it became colder and colder.
Soon, a familiar car pulled in.
Michael.

He walked out of the car and walked onto the porch, he didn't make a sound he just walked up and in and slammed the door behind him.
He stormed inside like nothing mattered at all.

As I walked inside he just sat there.
I walked over to him and sat down in the couch.
"You okay?"
"No I'm not fucking okay!" He screams .
I move back a little bit because he needs relaxing.

He needs his mind off things.
"Open up to me" I said as I move comfortably on the couch.

He looks at me as if I were a kitten who was in pain without any help.
Sorrow.
"W-what?" He asks.
I looked at him grabbing his hands.
"Open up to me tell me what's your life's about and tell me everything you need to get out" I say as I squeeze his hands into mine.

"Okay well"
He sighed.
"When I was in grade school I was Bullied alot for me for being myself and for showing people that im gay and I was happy about myself until everything in my life just came to hell, I mean my dad became severely alcoholic and my mom was my only supporter in life, I couldn't grasp on to what life actually was until I met Luke Robert Hemmings"
He smiled.

"Well life was perfect until states and depression decided to numb my body and mind, people bullied me worse and I c-"
"Never mind" he said.

I looked at him.
"You what?" I asked squeezing a bit harder to Assure his saftey.

He looked at me as a tear fell from the corner of his left eye.
"I cut myself, worst part is that Luke did to and we stayed together threw everything and we knew what we did to ourselves just by a look"
Again michael took another sigh.
"He understands me" he said as his face stretched into a smile.
"I just want to hold him and kiss him and just yanno go everywhere with him and go all the way with him".

I looked at him.
" Michael" I said sighing.
I grabbing his neck and pulled him in to a kiss.
He put his hand on my chest.
And pushed me away from him.

"Calum, I just dont feel this way for you" he says standing up and walking into the bathroom.

I looked at my hands.

"All I have to do is take care of papers and a note from luke and youll want me real fast michael" i whisper.

I thought .
I just have to make Luke kiss Ashton while Michael walks in the room.

And he will change his mind real fast.

Real fast.