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petal

It was the last Friday of December the whole city was covered in snow.

It was raining heavily.

I was there, lying down near the door frame
Of the shop that once was mine.

Tears running down my eyes.

All kinds of emotions were fighting inside of my heart and no one of them seems to win the battle.

I was lost, hopeless, and just....depressed.

Lots of "what ifs" keeping my brain busy.

I shouldn't have trusted him.

I shouldn't have sold myself to the demon.

I shouldn't have .....but what is done is done.

If only I can go back in time and stop myself at all costs.

I moved my body, wincing with every small movement.

Those rascals did a number on me.

I have lost everything that I once owned.

I closed my eyes in pain. Just thinking of it is painful.

I ran my hand through my damp hair.

A small groan escaped my mouth as u ruffed my hair in annoyance.

"Fuck, was it necessary to take all my money assholes!!"
I said as I hit the wall.

I got up stretched my tired body.

Everything hurts even breathing is nearly impossible.

God, what have I done to deserve this?

I murmured looking up at the sky.

A small light gleamed at the dark sky.

"Haha look at me, I'm hopeless are you happy now dad ?"

They were right when they said that love makes you blind.

I was blinded.....and now I killed all sense of love left my heart and so my soul.

JEON JUNGKOOK I will never forget this name.

The man that took away every small thing I possess and stole the most precious thing I own.

My heart.

That day I promised myself that no matter what happens I'm gonna get back my shop and I would break his heart and get mine back.

Little did I know that I would end up falling harder for the dark-haired stranger I met under the starry sky.

I kept walking not knowing where to go.

No home, no family, no friends.

Just me and I and myself no one else.

I kept looking around me people coming and going.

Some walking past me and some staring at me with eyes filled with prejudice and pity.

Ahh right, I'm all bloody with dirty clothes that's might be the reason.

I limped toward the dark alley, I was looking down when I hit the hard wall.

I winced in pain, I started to rub my forehead to ease the pain.

"Are you okay? You truly need to be attentive when you are walking " a deep voice said.

I looked up to find a man that was the same height as me.

"Oh look at you all bruised up petal. Need some help beautiful?"

He confessed in a tone full of sarcasm

I glared at him. As I tried to walk past him.

When I felt my body restrained.

"It's not nice to leave when our talk didn't finish petal" he whispered into my ear, I could feel his warm breath against my neck.

I tried to slap his hand off my hoodie.

But nothing seems to work, his grip was so powerful.

"What do you want for me? If you are waiting for an apology then you would die waiting"

"Oh, naughty kitty, I thought u would be a polite boy, petal"

"Let go of my collar asshole"

"I just need you to answer one question for me petal" he whispered in a low tone

I accepted just to escape his deadly grip.

"Do you by any chance know how to cook? "

His question caught me off guard.

"I'm a chef...I mean an ex-chef, I lost my shop so I have nowhere to work at" I said in a bitter voice.

"Thank fuck, finally I found someone who could help," he said as he let go of my collar

" so my hyung just fired his chef because of my stupid ass and he promised to kill me if I don't bring him a new employee before midnight follow me"

He grabbed my hand as he jerked me down with him.

"What the fuck let go of my hand and no thank you, I don't care if he kills you or whatever just leave me in peace"

"Sorry not sorry, I don't take no for an answer dear heart"

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Love yourself because we love you.

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Hope u like the shitty chapter I did my best I guess love u all.

Love you all numbie.
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Yesterday, was my birthday (3rd July).

Like I was a bit disappointed on my some people around me since most of them forgot......my day

And a close person among them didn't wish me till now I kind of feel sad but not hurt does it makes sense?

I'm not back yet to writing but I might drop things from time to time here.

Well, I just wanted to tell you guys.

TO CHECK MY INSTAGRAM PAGE, pretty please with a cherry on the top 😚😚. I make edits there and I need interaction.

Oh yeah, I have Twitter as well if you wanna be my moots there.

And both accounts are under the same username @numb_butalive

Best wishes to all people who read this and love you all.