I'm desperately trying to be happy
Trying to be how I used to be
I even tried to be a new me
But I've forgotten how to be happy
I dont know how or what to do
Stuck in the middle of a pendulum
Do I go right or left?
Take a step forward or backward?
In which version of me was I happy?
The past or the future?
Obsessed with that illusion
My delusional mind doesn't know what I'm feeling
My beating heart
Can I even hear it's sound anymore?
Maybe in this moment I'm happy
But sorry myself that's trying to find a happy me, I can't feel it
———-Melody_Alyward
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