Dylan O'Brien Imagines

I'm sorry (S.S) -Angst

Me, Stiles and Scott used to be best friends and even with all the supernatural stuff that was going on, we would still make time for each other. Each Friday night the both of them would come over to my place and we would just watch movies, talk and have fun. It was the one night we agreed would be 'normal' no supernatural talk, it would just be like old times.

That was before Stiles fell inlove with Lydia and Scott fell inlove with Allison. Suddenly all they would ever talk about where how pretty or smart or cute Allison and Lydia are. Each Friday night, Stiles and Scott would come over and talk to each other about their crushes. I couldn't even join the conversation because the guy i like is Stiles.

Scott started dating Allison. He almost never had time for me or Stiles anymore. He would cancel Friday nights to go out with Allison, leaving me and Stiles alone. It would've been a good thing if he liked me back, but now i have to sit there and listen to Stiles rant on and on about Lydia. It didn't really make me angry it just, it made me sad and before i knew it i started crying myself to sleep each night, wondering what was wrong with me, why i'm not good enough and why Stiles doesn't want me.

As time went on, me, Stiles and Scott started drifting away more and more. Neither of them came to my house Friday nights anymore. When i called them to hang out, they would say their busy. They would always have an excuse. That didn't help my depression. I didn't cut, but i would be lying if i said i didn't think about it. I kept it hidden, all of my friends saw the happy, confident and funny side of me. If they only knew how hurt, sad and broken i truly am...

Stiles and Scott stopped walking with me at school, they stopped waiting for me by my locker, they don't sit near me in class anymore, when it's lunch i sit with them, Liam, Allison, Lydia and Isaac. I would usually sit next to Stiles, but lately i've just been sitting next to Isaac, not talking, not eating, just listening to everyone talk.

No one's noticed the change in my behavior, i don't think they really care, either that or their just to busy with all this werewolf, banshee stuff.

I can't take it anymore, i don't want to feel like this anymore. It hurts, but i just have to keep fighting and i have to tell Stiles how i feel.

Time skip

I just arrived at school and was waiting for Stiles to show up.

When i saw him parking his Jeep i immediately jogged up to him.

"Hey Sitles, can umm, can we please talk for a few minutes, please" i asked him

"Heyy Y/N! I'm sorry but i can't i have to meet Scott. Can we talk later?" He said while locking his Jeep

"Stiles it's really important"

"This is too Y/N. We can talk later okay?"

Before i could even respond, Stiles was already jogging to the school entrance

The rest of the day was spent by me asking Stiles to talk and him telling me that he's busy.

After school i was waiting for him at his Jeep.

"Stiles can we please talk now?" i asked him in a pleading voice

"God Y/N! No we can't. I'm busy okay. Now please just get out of my way and leave me alone!" Stiles said irritated

"I'm sorry" was all i said before walking past him.

I got in my car and was budy driving home. My vision was a bit blury because of all the tears. I closed my eyes for a split second and when i opend them, a car was suddenly infront me, i swerved as to not hit it. Driving into a tree instead.