Hiding the Green Carnation's Heirs | ✔︎

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DAYS passed in a blurry and all I know is that I am happy. So far, so good, my relationship with Lurusus is still lovely as it started. We are already near our second monthsary. Oo, mag-dadalawang buwan na kami.

We still have four days before we celebrate our second monthsary and Lurusus kept on insisting that we should celebrate it grandly.

On our first monthsary, he brought me to Vigan. Do'n kami nag-date at nag-stay ng dalawang araw bago bumalik dito sa Baguio. Naging masaya naman ako kaso iniisip ko 'yong mga anak ko. I hope that they were with us.

Everything is going fine. There are days that we tend to tease each other. There are days that are sweet like honey. There are also days that we argue about some small matters like make-ups, movies, clothes, shoes, foods, and the likes but at the end of the day, he would be the first one to approach me and say sorry about everything.

You know what? It's kinda sweet. Kasi kahit na ako pa 'yong may kasalanan, siya iyong unang hihingi ng tawad. Sa lahat ng away namin, siya palagi ang lalapit sa akin at susuyuin ako. But on the way, I am slowly realizing my toxic characteristic that is why I tried to change it. Kapag alam ko namang kasalanan ko, ako na ang unang manunuyo sa kaniya and he would easily forgive me.

Sometimes, I kinda feel bad about it 'cause he's very kind and sweet and almost perfect.

Our relationship keeps getting deeper, better, and also hotter as we keep on doing some kinky stuff every weekend and because of that I'm weighing everything and thinking about it all throughout.

One of these days, I want to introduce our triplets to him.

I'm excited and at the same time, I'm nervous. There's no day that has passed that I haven't thought about it. I was always thinking about the possibilities and consequences of my future actions.

I'm worried about what will be his reaction. I'm scared. What if he's going to reject them? What if he's going to be mad at me for hiding them? What if he's going to hate them? Even though they are his carbon copy, there are still a lot of what ifs in my mind.

We haven't seriously talked about being parents or anything that is related to parenting yet but sometimes, I would try to squeeze it little by little in our conversation. Sinisingit ko siya paminsan-minsan sa usapin namin, 'yong tipong hindi masyadong halata.

Kunwari hihingi ako ng opinyon niya tungkol sa isang bagay, sa ganito at sa ganiyan. Minsan dinadaan niya sa biro 'yong sagot niya, minsan naman seryoso.

Madalas din na kapag magtatanong ako tungkol sa mga anak kemerots, he would look at me very seriously and I would always see an unknown emotion passing in his eyes. I don't know it because I can't read it but I always set that aside 'cause maybe I'm just thinking too much.

Being with him in a total of three months, made me knew him better and I noticed one thing. He is very maarte, like super duper. Mapili rin siya sa mga pagkain pero kahit anong niluluto ko, kinakain naman niya.