Yet another hit of sudden realisation

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I hate it. So much. I realise why I now sometimes never admit to being stressed to my parents in a non joking way is because when i did as a child they always laughed and said smtg like 'u have no idea what stress is'. Admittedly she might be right but what if im only agreeing because she said it to me so many times? The fact that this might be the reason why i always deny stress is ironically making me more stressed. Or am i? I honestky dont even know anymore now. Idk if I'm stressed or overreacting nowadays. Which there is a possibility this stems from being told so many times as a child that i was not stressed, i was just being dramatic. Im relieved. But im not. Realismg these things makes me question my parents eveb more. I shldnt do that. I hate it.

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