I really dont mind being alone
But i do mind if im alone and other people im acquainted with have their own groups and talks amongst themselves. Im glad theyre comfy with each other. I just hate me for not being as outgoing and comfortable as them. I dont understand how people strike up a convo. I dont understand how you talk to each other as if you've been friends your entire life. Good for them. Truly. But why cant I do the same? Am i not approachable? Im trying very pathetically to seem friendly. What is wrong with me? Why cant I casually talk to them. Half of the times i dont care but the other half is me feeling incredibly left out as they laugh at a stupid joke. I wabt to laugh to that stupid joke too. Its whatever ig. Im getting paid to work so work i shall do
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Emotional dumpster
Random[NOT poetry] This is basically a diary kinda. Just random short bursts of rants or the times i feel down or some crap. Very short. Just a quick dump 💩 This is just an emotion kinda dumping spot for me idk man. If you somehow stumble upon this, ple...
