I dont usually care what my sexuality is. Because im most probably straight yknow. But every now and then i find the same sex attractive and think yes i would date the same sex. So I thought perhaps im biromantic. Because the thought of having sex with anyone is uncomfortable to me. But then i thought maybe im asexual yknow. But maybe i do feel sexual attraction?? Like attraction but maybe i simply... dont want it. If that makes sense.
Like im having an attraction but i dont actually want the action part yknow? Idek. I sincerely dont think i ever want to have sex with someone. Its so... exposing. Why would you want that. But sometimes i think maybe if im married and its with someone i truky love or whatever then its okay? But the idea of it is appealing but i really dont want someone to... do anything related to nakedness with me. I dont even want to see an actual peepee. Basically the idea of sex is appealing to a degree but i know i dont actually want it to ever happen to me
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Emotional dumpster
Random[NOT poetry] This is basically a diary kinda. Just random short bursts of rants or the times i feel down or some crap. Very short. Just a quick dump 💩 This is just an emotion kinda dumping spot for me idk man. If you somehow stumble upon this, ple...