"You kissed my brother?"
"Yes I did."
"Why?"
"He spoke to my vulnerability."
"I told you to talk to him not kiss him."
"I didn't plan it. But I did talk to him. I told him the truth."
"What is the truth Kade? Coz I sure as hell don't know."
"That I had a moment of vulnerability. He brought out in me. But I love Anth. And I don't want him to have to fix himself for me. I want to feel that vulnerability with Anth. Are you mad at me?"
"No."
"Really?
"Yeah."
"Fin wasn't mad either."
"Fin doesn't seem to be capable anger.. not yet anyway."
"I guess no one has destroyed him yet."
"Thank god."
"Thank god. Why aren't you mad though? I basically used your brother."
"You didn't mean to. And honestly Fin deserves his first kiss to have been from you. Someone who loves him."
"But I don't."
"Not in that way sure, but you do love him."
"Yeah I do. You're right."
"So it's not so bad. At least he wasn't part of a dumb dare."
"Your first kiss was on a dare? That's horrible. He Must have been a dick head."
"She, she was a dick head. I'm gay Kade."
"Did you just come out to me?"
"I think I did."
"I'm so honoured and proud of you. Thanks for telling me."
"Of course, you're my best friend."
"And you are mine."
"What are you going to do about things with Anthony?"
"I don't think there is anything I can do. When one person wants a break the other person has to give it to them."
"You could tell him how this is all making you feel?"
"I'm pretty sure I already did that."
"You aren't going to tell him that you felt so starved of vulnerability and closeness that you kissed Fin."
"I feel like all that would do would hurt him."
"He might understand."
"All he is going to hear is that I kissed someone else. Then things will end and I don't want that."
"You can't lie to him Kade. If you love him you should tell him the truth. And be prepared for the fact that it might mean the end."
"Why are you so wisdomous?"
"I don't think that's a word."
"It's not. But you are right."
"I know."
"I'll write him."
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Letters To And From
RomanceAnth comes into Kade's life exactly when they need him. The two of them save each other in ways the other doesn't understand. But when Anth's grandpa gets sick he's the only one willing and able to take care of him. So he has to leave Kade and mov...
