im a mess-

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Guys, I really need to rant right now so feel free to skip this part.

I don't really wanna be here. I love my grandparents dearly, but I would much rather be in my own home. With everything going on I would feel more comfortable at home. I did even get a damn choice, I was forced to come here. So now I have to act happy and fake a smile even more than I already do. And its really hard because with my father in the hospital, I done feel happy or anything, like I wanna be sad and upset, but I don't want my grandparents checking on me every 5 mins because I'm crying and upset. And I hate showing my emotions and talking about things to people. And I'm not gonna tell them to leave me alone because that's rude and I know that they just want to make sure that I'm okay and not upset or anything, but its hard, lots like really hard.

Anyway, that's my little rant-

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