Gilinsky's POV
Adna just isn't the type of girl you meet everyday. Sure it's easy to find a girl. Especially when a lot of them throw themselves at me, like they have no respect for themselves. She's amazing.... I'm sure the guys think that she's just another girl and I'll be over her soon, and at first so did I. Now it's like I'm ready to tell her I love her.She's just got these beautiful brown eyes that I could stare into all day and gorgeous long brown hair. She's shorter than me which I find cute. I gather she's about 5'5. I just wonder how she feels about me... I guess I'll never know until I tell her how I feel.
When we met it was instant. You could feel it. Everyone saw it but I'm the only one that felt it, that heard her when she spoke to me. Of course bumping into her and knocking everything from her hands and bag on the floor isn't an ideal way to make friends. I'm pretty sure I even cracked her phone screen. But she was so wonderful and sweet and she just smiled no matter how angry she might have been feeling. But that was a while ago and we've both moved past it. Asking her to dinner is the best choice I've ever made, perhaps even breaking her phone was a good call.
The guys didn't believe it then... That I could fall in love. But I did. Not with anyone else, just with her. She's the first girl I've ever loved... That means something right? I care for her and I never want to see her hurting. I may not be perfect but she still cares for me. She's unselfish, beautiful, intelligent, everything I didn't know I wanted until I met her. I fact I didn't even know what I wanted at all in life until she walked into my life and showed me the way. And at just the right time too.
I just have to work up the courage to tell her what I'm thinking every time we are together. I'm scared she won't feel the same way but I can't let that stop me. She deserves the world and that's what I plan on providing as her boyfriend. I see us together in the future. That's never happened before, I just need to take my time I guess. The next time we are together I will have to keep my composure when she flashes those hypnotic sparkling eyes at me.
When I tell Adna I love her... That I'm in love with her.
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A/N
Sorry for the wait!!! I promise I will try my hardest to update quicker. The next chapter will go back to Juliet and Nate. I'm sorry if this wasn't good sammywilk95 !! If there is anything you want me to change I can try. Sorry again for the procrastination. I'm thinking that maybe after this book is over I can do a spin off about Gilinsky, Sammy, Johnson and the girls but I'm not sure yet.Much love, Cass
P.s. I'm writing two new stories!! Check em out and let me know which one to write first.
