Secret Affair

60. SACHIN'S FEELINGS

'Ishita rona band karo' Purvi says looking at Ishita.

She stops crying when Dushyant finally keeps his feelings out.

'Aap aise kaise suicide attempt kar sakti hai..? Bhai maante hai na aap mujhe tho phir aapke dard jaan ne ka hak mujhe nahi hai kya..?' He asks in a sad tone with teary eyes.

'Dushyant.. Mai..' Purvi was about to say something when Sachin entered inside.

'Thank God Purvi tumhe hosh aaya.. Tum aise kaise kar sakti ho..?' Sachin asks in an angry tone.

'Tum dono bahar jao..' Sachin asks them due to which they leave.

'Aur ha ghar mei jitne bhi log hai sab jao yaha se.. Mujhe Purvi se akele mei baat karni hai..' Sachin says in an angry tone.

Everyone leaves from there. Sachin looks at Purvi, sits on the stool beside the bed.

'Achchha tho ab tum ne haar maan hi li.. Tumhe kya lagta hai Purvi mai tumhare baare mei kuch nahi jaanta hu..? Sab kuch jaanta hu mai tumhare baare mei.. Sab kuch..' Sachin says loudly.

She looks at him in a shock and  being speechless, she keeps looking at him.

'Mujhe school time se tum par crush tha' Sachin finally express his feeling infront of her.

'Sachin' Purvi speaks..

'Shh..!!!!' He puts his hand on her mouth.

'Aaj tum sirf sunogi.. Kuch nahi bologi aaj..' Sachin says.

Mai tumhe tabse jaanta hu jabse tum 14 saal ki thi.. Mai tumhara classmate tha Purvi.. Tumhe zindagi mei khush hote hue dekha maine..

Sachin gets up from the stool and goes near the balcony. His back was facing her while she sat on the bed.

Tumhari smile pe fida hogaya tha mai.. Tumhare ek smile kisi ki jaan le sakti hai.. Us waqt tum logon ke saath gulti milti thi, apne doston ke saath hasti thi.. Tum us waqt bilkul alag thi Purvi..

Tumhara bhai ko jab fever hua tha tab tum hospital mei uske liye apne papa ka laptop le gayi thi na taaki vo game khel sake.. Nishant ko online games ka shauk lag gaya tha hospital mei reh kar aur Nishant ki wajah se tumhe..

Online games khelte khelte tum kisi se pyaar karogi yeh maine kabhi sapnon mei bhi nahi socha tha.. Us din bade hopes leke tumhe propose karne aaya tha tumhare paas lekin tumne us din sabko announce kiya ki tumhara ek bf hai..

Mera dil tuta lekin mai is baat se khush tha ki tum khush ho.. Tum dono kareeb hote gaye aur mai dekhne ke alawa kuch nahi kar paaya.. Us din maine tum logon ki baatein sun li thi ki tum KAVIN se milne cafe jaa rahi ho.. Mai jaan na chahta tha ki Kavin vakaai mei kaisa hai..

Mai nahi chahta tha ki tum kabhi udaas ho isliye confirm karne tumhare peeche peeche aaya.. Us din maine bhi vo sab dekha jo tumne dekha..

Sachin doesn't turn back but tears brimmer up in her eyes (her reaction was same as Zoya as shown below with tears in her eyes).

'Sab.. Sab dekha tha tumne..??!!!' Finally she asked him with some courage.

'Ha sab dekha maine..' Sachin replied.

'Yeh bhi ki tum der raat tak Kavin ko dur se dekh rahi thi cafe ke paas' He adds.

He controls himself, goes near her and looks into her eyes.

'Tum bahut strong ho isliye aaj bhi zinda ho.. Tho phir tum suicide kaise kar sakti ho..?' Sachin asks her.

'Kitni ajeeb baat hai na.. Mai khud ko inspire nahi kar paati aur duniya.. Duniya ka inspiration ban gayi (she meant about her fans)' she says.

Sachin hugs her & she breaks down finally. He also cries silently seeing her crying.