My haunting past

Chapter 1-He's alive

"Cherie" Stefan said. Stefan started walking towards me but I continued walking away

"Stassie" he said. I continued walking not wanting to hear it.

"Stassie please" he begged. I didn't want to hear his pathetic excuse.

"Alexis" he shouted my real name making me stop and turn around

"Don't you dare say my name. You don't get the right to say my name again" I shouted

"Let me explain" he said

"Don't even, you don't know the shit you've caused the kids and I to go through" I shouted

"I'm sorry" he said

"Don't say fucking sorry, you wouldn't have left" I replied

"I left because we were getting targeted, if they know I was dead they would back off" he said

"You left because you were scared?" I questioned. He was fucking scared

"I didn't want anyone to get hurt" he said

"Everyone still got hurt. Madeline is on meds because of her anxiety. She hates leaving the house or letting me go on trips because she's scared. The twins are still coping with your death and also in therapy. Anthony is always asking where his dad is and wants to know more about you. And don't get started on me-

"Madeline is in therapy?" He questioned

"Yeah, on medication for her anxiety because of you" I shouted

"Why, how-

"Forget about that, you know what happened to me. I have almost relapsed, I was ambushed by my brothers and drugged by Aidan. Andrew is dead because of you, and everyday I want to relapse but can't because I have to be strong for my kids. I run the mafia now and Im a raging workaholic and drink scotch almost every week to cope for all the work" I explained

"You took over the mafia, why didn't Matthew?" He questioned

"Because it was your legacy and should be in the family. I did it for you and you're out here with a new family" I said

"They aren't,- I can explain" he replied

"Don't, go live your life with them. You never cared about my family" I said

"I did, please" he said grabbing my arm

"Don't" I replied pulling out the gun. I was never gonna shoot him in the spot that will kill him but shoot him in a spot that will hurt and slowly bleed out.

I shoot him in the leg, missing anything important. It would take him at least 18 hours to lose the leg or something. He falls to the ground, clutching his leg

"This isn't even close of how much pain I've gone through but let me remind you of something" I said grabbing his hair and pulling it up.

"You lost your family the day you died, you are nothing to the kids and I. If you even dare try to fix whatever you broke, you will only end up in hell. Everyone will hate you, so save yourself now before making another mistake" I whispered. I let go of his hair and walked away.

Once I found the dock I told the man to take me back to the mainland. I got a plan back to the states that leaves at night

Once I got back to my hotel, I quickly packed my stuff, wanting to leave this horrible place as quickly as I could.

Once my plan was ready, I got a ride to the tarmac and boarded immediately. The plane soon departed and now I had to go home and face my kids, not knowing what to tell them.

Not even a week ago I always thought he was dead but now he's alive. Something I never imagined. I buried him, cried everyday, almost died many times and for what.

Once I got home, I entered the house to be greeted by Jenna and Julia

"Julia, when did you come?" I asked

"I was planning to visit but Jenna told me you weren't here so I decided to spend some time with my nieces and nephew" she said

"Ok" I replied

"Mommy" Anthony said running towards me

"Hi my little ant man" I said hugging him and kissing him. Looking at him again, he looked exactly like Stefan and I hated that but I love Anthony.

"Why are you sad?" He asked

"I'm not, but since I'm home I'm planning to take all of you guys out for ice cream. Go tell your brother and sisters" I said

"Yes, okay" he replied

He ran off and I pulled the other two aside

"I have to tell you guys something you can't tell anyone" I said

"What?" Jenna said

"Stefan's alive" I replied

"You're lying" Jenna said

"My brother is alive?" Julia questioned

"Yes, he's very much alive. I saw him and did shoot him but he has a new family with another family" I said

"Stass" Jenna said hugging me

"I'm gonna kill him" Julia said

"The kids can't know, seriously, it will hurt them more" I replied

"We won't, but this is something. Who knows?" Jenna asked

"No one, I have to tell Matthew soon, but right now I have to spend time with my kids. Make it up for everything" I said

"We will come with you" Jenna said

"Yeah, come on I'll get all the kids" Julia said. She rounded up the kids and we got in the car to get some ice cream.

"I want to let everyone know I will be home more often and more in your lives. I know it's been hard but I want you to know I'm here again" I said

"Does that mean you'll help me with soccer?" Anthony asked

"Yes" I replied

"Yes" he cheered throwing his hands up. We all had ice cream and I found out Ella is helping in the play. She's apart of multiple crews. Elijah is on the soccer team.

Once we got home the kids did their own thing and I invited Matthew over

"What's the news" Matthew asked

"Sit down" I said to the chair

The kids were all upstairs and doing whatever they do.

"What did you find?" He asked

"Stefan is alive" I said

"No he's not" he said

"I'm not lying, I shot him. Check my gun" I said handing him my gun. He checked and I found there was one bullet left.

"How the fuck is Stefan alive" he shouted. I ran up to and shut his mouth

"Shut up, the kids don't know" I said

"Dad's alive?" Elijah said walking into the office

Oh fuck

A/n

Hey guys, hope you liked this chapter. What will happen next? Find out next time, see you later byeeee

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